all out of love

Well, thats it... once again... all has come to a halt.

The times that were sweet,
The times that were beautiful,
The times that we once laugh as one symphony,
The times that we chat till the morning sun,
The times that we enjoyed each other company,
Are nothing but memories now.

If the zodiac signs says im on a love streak or going to have a flourishing love relationship, im assured now that its nothing more than a piece of BS.. Maybe im still new to the year of cow but, hey maybe its time i believed in myself and realize that things dun go smoothly as always.

Just days ago chats of love and relationship excites me cause i tot these talks may actually be relevant to me but i guess, ill have to save this knowledge for future use le bah. =x

Time and time again i kept reassuring to myself that she's the one for me, she's just busy with her stuffs and studies.
Time and time again i kept telling myself that i will get a diploma and do well in the future to assure her that im a capable guy and im good for her.
Time and time again, ah fuck, there is no more time left. Time just played its biggest prank on me again.

But to think again, actually, time has jus let me realised how precious these times with her were to me. well im still glad i get the chance to go after her and she did give me a chance afterall, maybe i jus did'nt capitalise it like how soccer strikers don't capitalise on their scoring chances. right? so, i guess im safe to assume that i have no regrets bah, after all, we were not even in a relationship. hehe...

Well since its all over i guess i have no reason to refer the girl as her again and if u are reading my blog now, i hope u do get to read this next paragraph.

Hew JieQi, thanks for all your time that u have shared with me. Even though we never have been together, but im sure we had some memorable time together chatting in the middle of the night and sending u home. i hope? nonetheless, i wish u all the best in your future endeavors and hope u get to have a love life u dreamed of. the only regret i have is that i cant be the one involved in ur love life. No matter what, thanks for "hugs" and "kisses" and im sure u'll get ur real love one day. Dun be a blur sotong anymore k? All the best to ur studies and may u have enough sleep from now on. Lastly, jus wanna tell u that Im still loving u and still clinging to that silver lining. *hugs*.

Well, with that, may all couples have a happy year ahead...