In severe lack of sleep now which actually is a good chance for me to finally tune my biological time back in tune with singapore. LOLS...
hehe..
Had listen to advice and opinions these few days, made people angry and made people feel for me. Nonetheless, want to apologise for doing all these things that made all of u worry, or see a side of me that u did not see before. Nonetheless, i have made up my mind and go for what i want to do most. If u are really with me, wish me luck please. I love all of u.. Thx.
A song so way back into time.
A song that totally explains how i feel.
A song which lyrics speaks for my heart.
A song which i wanna dedicate to you.
Open *YR* Heart
Westlife
I didn't mean to let you down
You have to believe it
I don't know what went through my mind
But now I can see
That I waited too long
To tell you how much it matters
Just to be right here with you
But I couldn't think of anything better
I should have told you so
Baby open your heart
Won't you give me a second chance
And i'll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
If you open your heart
To love me once again
I'll try to make it up to you
I want you to know
Baby I swear that I'll be true
And never let go
If I waited too long
To tell you how much it matters
Just to be right here with you
But I couldn't think of anything better
I should have told you so
Baby open your heart
Won't you give me a second chance
And i'll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
If you open your heart
To love me once again
We could relive this pain and sorrow
But we better do it in time
Start over here and save tomorrow
I wanna make you mine
Open your heart with a chance
And I'll be here forever
Open your heart and I'll care
And I will make you understand
Oh baby,
If you open your heart
To love me once again
Baby open your heart
Won't you give me a second chance
And I'll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
If you open your heart
To love me once again
This is really a song that speaks out all that i feel inside.
Cant help to hope for u to open ur heart once again.
I've known i was lost and naive in the past.
But i just hope i do get another chance to show u my heart again.
(/Updated)
A song that totally explains how i feel.
A song which lyrics speaks for my heart.
A song which i wanna dedicate to you.
Open *YR* Heart
Westlife
I didn't mean to let you down
You have to believe it
I don't know what went through my mind
But now I can see
That I waited too long
To tell you how much it matters
Just to be right here with you
But I couldn't think of anything better
I should have told you so
Baby open your heart
Won't you give me a second chance
And i'll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
If you open your heart
To love me once again
I'll try to make it up to you
I want you to know
Baby I swear that I'll be true
And never let go
If I waited too long
To tell you how much it matters
Just to be right here with you
But I couldn't think of anything better
I should have told you so
Baby open your heart
Won't you give me a second chance
And i'll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
If you open your heart
To love me once again
We could relive this pain and sorrow
But we better do it in time
Start over here and save tomorrow
I wanna make you mine
Open your heart with a chance
And I'll be here forever
Open your heart and I'll care
And I will make you understand
Oh baby,
If you open your heart
To love me once again
Baby open your heart
Won't you give me a second chance
And I'll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
If you open your heart
To love me once again
This is really a song that speaks out all that i feel inside.
Cant help to hope for u to open ur heart once again.
I've known i was lost and naive in the past.
But i just hope i do get another chance to show u my heart again.
(/Updated)
Aside from this song that i so wanna let her listen. i so wanna thank the following for making my birthday present with their effort and the personal messages from each of them. thx alot for the present. the only problem is..... i dunno where to keep it!!!! lols, guess i'll have to keep it in my heart liao lor.. lols... thx alot guys.
and now for the mushy, sweet and girlish present!!!! (but i like it. =x)
Alright, so all these lovely friends of mine, wrote their personal message on how they feel bout me and so on, to further save the trouble of me unfolding the hearts and read these personal message, im gonna write it here and share it with u guys!!! haha...
and now for the mushy, sweet and girlish present!!!! (but i like it. =x)
My box of ZARA~
My loves~
Am i cute or gay?(i'll go for cute.=x)
The hearts!!!
Alright, so all these lovely friends of mine, wrote their personal message on how they feel bout me and so on, to further save the trouble of me unfolding the hearts and read these personal message, im gonna write it here and share it with u guys!!! haha...
Timothy - my beloved dota pro.
Eye Candy 1 & 2 sioz. My one more pretty la. lol.
Next time must share more eye candy ah!
(sorry ah, im a changed man. =x lols...)
Dota Pro!!! Next time jio me more leh Lol!!!
You so lihai, potm pro leh,
we shall continue to play dota until one of us quit!
(hah, if im a dota pro, U're a dota god. =x)
Happy 19th birthday once again.
This is all for your belated pressie =x
(thank u so much!!!)
Next time at foodcourt 6
don't just eat western with extra bun or
"huan na jia"(/note, malay food in hokkien) LMAO!
Eat others!
(kkz, i'll try. BULKING!!!!)
So fast 2 years past le!!
thnx for being the joker
and the fun bringer in our clique!
One last year to go...
Ya La Ya La. =x
(come on lor, we have more years to go as friends k..)
Hey devoted guy,
hope u can find the one true love nah,
the one & only for u the! =)
so that you can be devoted to her!
(Finally, im being called devoted by u. lols. as for the true love, i really hope i have found it. ^^)
Edsmond - My beloved bitching partner.
When are you gonna show us
perfect and professional magic,
potential magician? lol.
你爸爸, 你妈妈! Lol.
(the day u stop being a bitch, is the day i show u perfect magic. =x. which in short means never in this life.)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
It's better to be late than never. lol.
If you open this last, then you're lucky.
If not, you'll be unlucky for the year.
Well, not really. XD
(this supports the point above, why i'll nvr be a perfect magician. BYATCH~ xD)
If you need English songs, get it from me. LOL!
Listen to more mordern songs!
New ones!
Haha! Next time you go K can sing a wider variety ah! lol.
(hah, now u see a pirated professional in the making. LOLs. jus joking. he got all his songs from Itunes. ^^ okay, u caught me, i lied. sobx)
Soccer Soccer Soccer!
But really, it's a little more difficult
now everyone is busy with their own thing.
lol. well take it my team rocks more then!
(hah, pray hard my team dun see this comment on my blog. If not, u're so dead +_+)
Seriously, it's been proven
that lazy people are more creative?
Are you..? Mhmm.
Lol. Continue to be, it is,
we need your creativity for our project!
(Ha, ha, ha. *sacastic laughter*. thx alot for the praise. LOLs.)
Well, for once, MAN U rocks kay?
lol. I trust Arsneal to stay in Champions League :p
(for the record, they rock since the start of time. lols. and may arsneal stay in champions league too. LOls.)
Reyern - My Fit Fit buddy.
Priscilla - My silent guardian who cares.
Hey, Besides my boyfriend,
you are the 1st other guy to receive my 'LOVE' orh..
(on the fish)..
Haha, must keep it properly k?
(hah, pls, yun guang dun read my blog!!! im not in love with priscilla!!! but i think she is with me=x lols, joking!!)
Haha.. You are the 1st guy I know
(excluding Darren & Kuan Huai)
among the guyz orh..
The 1st brave 1 to come to
mingle with the "Bitches".. HaHa..
(let me get this straight. weren't u the one to come mingle wif me cause i was handsome? lols!! joking joking.. chill chill)
When with you alone, like in a train or Bus,
you become more like a counsellor than a joker.. =x
Quite like it.. HaHa.. More Quiet..
But smmtimes a little too quiet..
(maybe you tired ba.. HaHa)
(my counselling rates starts from SGD1.50/min. ^^v. come to me whenever u like. LOLS.)
HaHa... got once at fern house,
i roll until like one ball like that..
Then you throw me your jacket..
THOUGH is THROW, still very nice of you larz..
HaHa.. THANKZ...
(somehow i feel weird with you writing this.. is it a love hint? lols...)
OMG! When i jus get to know you
(probably less than a week?)
Me, You & Darren go repair our com..
Then you start telling me
"You cannot despise your bf if he watches Porn..
Cuz all guyz does that!"
What an impression man!
(hmmm did i say that? alright, i did.. =x)
HEY TAN JIAN!!!
Are you a Closet Mugger?
Y your results so good?!
Why Why WHY!!!
HaHa=P
(now im confused, u say my results good, reyern say mine lousy? so who's right? lols... and btw, u forget my AN.)
The PPT you made for your Ex-GF.. HaHa..
Made me cry ok.. Not bad orh..
So lang man.. HaHa..
I still say"if som1 make this for me, I sure won't want to break de.."
If i see now mah~ hmmm..
(lols, thanks for praising but, its over le.. lols, now jus hope -unoewho- noe my feelings jiu hao.)
Fernie - My Girl (space) friend hall-of-fame
Just wanna wish you a very happy Nineteenth birthday my dear!
I hope you like this present..
A silly idea of mine =x
None of us have done this for anyone before, I believe?
All these hearts show how much we LOVE you =D
Note: there are 119 hearts. 19yo (but 19 hearts = pathetic so we + 100 =P)
Thank you for being a part of my life and forming the bulk of my mens in Poly life =)
The past two years would not have been as amazing if it weren't for your presence!
You're really blessed with this natural ability to bring a smile
to anyone's face almost anytime, yknw?
So continue to spread your warmth okay! Stay Joyous =)=)=)
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE *hugs*
(ahhhh, firstly thx for the confession but no, i'll have to reject you. ><)
ANNNKLE LOCKKK
Pure Victimization man...
But i must admit it's quite fun though it
can hurt pretty bad at times.
Still, im not afraid, bring it on!!!! =p
(u asked for it, remember!)
Your body clock is almost as screwed up
as mine, whether it is during hols or not.
(just that it;s worse when its holidays)
Haha we need some serious resetting!
(tell me about it, i'm trying so hard man..)
First person i withdrew 1000bux with!
10th Feb'09@3a.m.
It's really rare to find someone who'll do this kinda
mildly crazy stuff/bullshit with me, lmfao ^^
SPONTANEITY RULES & SO DO YOU *loves*
(Do i need you to remind me that i rule? lols.. well ofcourse, u can withdraw it wat. rich girl mah someone.)
NaruHina =)
If i'm not mistaken, i think it's anime which
indirectly brought us closer because you
used to (still do) stay up and watch till
damn late (now not anime, movies bah?)
and i was the only owl online to acc you!
(hah, im not sure if its anime but im sure that its virtual reality that kinda kickstart our friendship. Horays for world wide web!!!)
Okay i know this is damn lame but this is
really deeply etched in my mind x_x
"old ahma blasting umbrella
old ahgong blasting metallica
& punk rocker listening to Fei Yu Qing"
(i'm so looking forward to the rocker part. lols. Public transport! here i come!!)
Remember the piggybank?
Well, i will always remember you for teasing me
about my size (BEBLL)!!!
(well bui eh bui liu liu, u're right, even till now im still teasing.. hehe)
... K la, let you win~~
(ah, this is hard for 3rd parties to understand so, uhhmms, nvm bout this. lols. Its a verbal war btw me and fernie bout condensation in the early morning if u must noe.)
We always end up talking mote than studying -
BUT I LOVE IT =D
P.S. i think you're the person whom i've eaten
the most Macs breakfasts with! LOL.
(well, HUURAY!!! is that considered an achievement? lols..)
"I gave God the high-five!"
Classic joke siaaa xD
Thanks ah....... THANKSXZ
(well the joke was,"fernie is so fat that when i walk over her, i gave God the high-five!"
Get it? good for u.. U mean u dun get it? go and die den. LOLS.. joking read it from the top 10 times and u will get, if not, read it 10 more times.)
You always manage to crack me up,
even when the joke's on me -.-
HAHAHA but still, thanks for being my 开心果(sort of)
(well, i will try my best to play practical jokes on others too k?
well, on the other hand, i doubt it. LOLS.)
Best boy(space)friend:
Thank you for being my confidante
and for treating me as one too!
I'm happy to have met you and treasure
our friendship very very much =)
(well thx for listening to me and supporting me,
even though i piss u off sometimes. LOLS. but who cares?=x)
Eye Candy 1 & 2 sioz. My one more pretty la. lol.
Next time must share more eye candy ah!
(sorry ah, im a changed man. =x lols...)
Dota Pro!!! Next time jio me more leh Lol!!!
You so lihai, potm pro leh,
we shall continue to play dota until one of us quit!
(hah, if im a dota pro, U're a dota god. =x)
Happy 19th birthday once again.
This is all for your belated pressie =x
(thank u so much!!!)
Next time at foodcourt 6
don't just eat western with extra bun or
"huan na jia"(/note, malay food in hokkien) LMAO!
Eat others!
(kkz, i'll try. BULKING!!!!)
So fast 2 years past le!!
thnx for being the joker
and the fun bringer in our clique!
One last year to go...
Ya La Ya La. =x
(come on lor, we have more years to go as friends k..)
Hey devoted guy,
hope u can find the one true love nah,
the one & only for u the! =)
so that you can be devoted to her!
(Finally, im being called devoted by u. lols. as for the true love, i really hope i have found it. ^^)
Edsmond - My beloved bitching partner.
When are you gonna show us
perfect and professional magic,
potential magician? lol.
你爸爸, 你妈妈! Lol.
(the day u stop being a bitch, is the day i show u perfect magic. =x. which in short means never in this life.)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
It's better to be late than never. lol.
If you open this last, then you're lucky.
If not, you'll be unlucky for the year.
Well, not really. XD
(this supports the point above, why i'll nvr be a perfect magician. BYATCH~ xD)
If you need English songs, get it from me. LOL!
Listen to more mordern songs!
New ones!
Haha! Next time you go K can sing a wider variety ah! lol.
(hah, now u see a pirated professional in the making. LOLs. jus joking. he got all his songs from Itunes. ^^ okay, u caught me, i lied. sobx)
Soccer Soccer Soccer!
But really, it's a little more difficult
now everyone is busy with their own thing.
lol. well take it my team rocks more then!
(hah, pray hard my team dun see this comment on my blog. If not, u're so dead +_+)
Seriously, it's been proven
that lazy people are more creative?
Are you..? Mhmm.
Lol. Continue to be, it is,
we need your creativity for our project!
(Ha, ha, ha. *sacastic laughter*. thx alot for the praise. LOLs.)
Well, for once, MAN U rocks kay?
lol. I trust Arsneal to stay in Champions League :p
(for the record, they rock since the start of time. lols. and may arsneal stay in champions league too. LOls.)
Reyern - My Fit Fit buddy.
When are you gonna get a "real" girlfriend? Har?
Don't always play with girls' heart liao, so call committed guy.
If you want your bro can help u find one de leh..
Don't need to thx, you are always welcome. >_<
(Obviously, Timo knows me better when it comes to love. Im devoted u ass.. lols.)
When are you not gonna be last min king bro?
time to chiong liao ok?
must try na.. work hard for your results..
Last minute don't always work you see..
Best wishes to you
学业进步
(U say until my results very jialat lik tt, ok ok mah.)
Girlfriend also never fold heart liao, still fold heart for you...
A GUY!! WTF?! Folding hears for you abit not right, or maybe is right na...
Becasue you are my 'lover' ma..
Always wrestling na, who to blame? *loves*
(u better pray hard ur girlfriend does not have link to my blog, or i'll be dead. lols.)
白白滑滑,相干 very good... You sure bo?
faster go gym na. Really need a gym buddy urgently.
Just kallang gym not good enough.. too far for me too..
train with me best.. fast progress...
(see, going national bodybuilding competiton hao lian liao lor.. LOLs... i'll try k?)
Hey bro, kinda late but still happy 19th birthday to you.
Known you more than 2 years liao, always talk cock only,
never serious but wat to do?
we are buddy byddy since cruise ship that time
是不是? So just accept it na.. Haha..
(ya la ya la, cruise ship la. rem? OUR TOP 5!!! lols...)
Even though we are not close as your secondary friends na..
but still hope we are somewhere nearby..
And not everything your secondary friends ok?
we are also important too alright..
Everytime your friends go out you very steady
but we ask you alot of excuses.
(Wat to do? this is life mah... lols, no la, u guys are impt too.. LOLS.. now bu shi keep outing wif u all le lor. dunno which CB never come for movie night. *thinks* that fucker...)
Don't always play with girls' heart liao, so call committed guy.
If you want your bro can help u find one de leh..
Don't need to thx, you are always welcome. >_<
(Obviously, Timo knows me better when it comes to love. Im devoted u ass.. lols.)
When are you not gonna be last min king bro?
time to chiong liao ok?
must try na.. work hard for your results..
Last minute don't always work you see..
Best wishes to you
学业进步
(U say until my results very jialat lik tt, ok ok mah.)
Girlfriend also never fold heart liao, still fold heart for you...
A GUY!! WTF?! Folding hears for you abit not right, or maybe is right na...
Becasue you are my 'lover' ma..
Always wrestling na, who to blame? *loves*
(u better pray hard ur girlfriend does not have link to my blog, or i'll be dead. lols.)
白白滑滑,相干 very good... You sure bo?
faster go gym na. Really need a gym buddy urgently.
Just kallang gym not good enough.. too far for me too..
train with me best.. fast progress...
(see, going national bodybuilding competiton hao lian liao lor.. LOLs... i'll try k?)
Hey bro, kinda late but still happy 19th birthday to you.
Known you more than 2 years liao, always talk cock only,
never serious but wat to do?
we are buddy byddy since cruise ship that time
是不是? So just accept it na.. Haha..
(ya la ya la, cruise ship la. rem? OUR TOP 5!!! lols...)
Even though we are not close as your secondary friends na..
but still hope we are somewhere nearby..
And not everything your secondary friends ok?
we are also important too alright..
Everytime your friends go out you very steady
but we ask you alot of excuses.
(Wat to do? this is life mah... lols, no la, u guys are impt too.. LOLS.. now bu shi keep outing wif u all le lor. dunno which CB never come for movie night. *thinks* that fucker...)
Priscilla - My silent guardian who cares.
Hey, Besides my boyfriend,
you are the 1st other guy to receive my 'LOVE' orh..
(on the fish)..
Haha, must keep it properly k?
(hah, pls, yun guang dun read my blog!!! im not in love with priscilla!!! but i think she is with me=x lols, joking!!)
Haha.. You are the 1st guy I know
(excluding Darren & Kuan Huai)
among the guyz orh..
The 1st brave 1 to come to
mingle with the "Bitches".. HaHa..
(let me get this straight. weren't u the one to come mingle wif me cause i was handsome? lols!! joking joking.. chill chill)
When with you alone, like in a train or Bus,
you become more like a counsellor than a joker.. =x
Quite like it.. HaHa.. More Quiet..
But smmtimes a little too quiet..
(maybe you tired ba.. HaHa)
(my counselling rates starts from SGD1.50/min. ^^v. come to me whenever u like. LOLS.)
HaHa... got once at fern house,
i roll until like one ball like that..
Then you throw me your jacket..
THOUGH is THROW, still very nice of you larz..
HaHa.. THANKZ...
(somehow i feel weird with you writing this.. is it a love hint? lols...)
OMG! When i jus get to know you
(probably less than a week?)
Me, You & Darren go repair our com..
Then you start telling me
"You cannot despise your bf if he watches Porn..
Cuz all guyz does that!"
What an impression man!
(hmmm did i say that? alright, i did.. =x)
HEY TAN JIAN!!!
Are you a Closet Mugger?
Y your results so good?!
Why Why WHY!!!
HaHa=P
(now im confused, u say my results good, reyern say mine lousy? so who's right? lols... and btw, u forget my AN.)
The PPT you made for your Ex-GF.. HaHa..
Made me cry ok.. Not bad orh..
So lang man.. HaHa..
I still say"if som1 make this for me, I sure won't want to break de.."
If i see now mah~ hmmm..
(lols, thanks for praising but, its over le.. lols, now jus hope -unoewho- noe my feelings jiu hao.)
Fernie - My Girl (space) friend hall-of-fame
Just wanna wish you a very happy Nineteenth birthday my dear!
I hope you like this present..
A silly idea of mine =x
None of us have done this for anyone before, I believe?
All these hearts show how much we LOVE you =D
Note: there are 119 hearts. 19yo (but 19 hearts = pathetic so we + 100 =P)
Thank you for being a part of my life and forming the bulk of my mens in Poly life =)
The past two years would not have been as amazing if it weren't for your presence!
You're really blessed with this natural ability to bring a smile
to anyone's face almost anytime, yknw?
So continue to spread your warmth okay! Stay Joyous =)=)=)
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE *hugs*
(ahhhh, firstly thx for the confession but no, i'll have to reject you. ><)
ANNNKLE LOCKKK
Pure Victimization man...
But i must admit it's quite fun though it
can hurt pretty bad at times.
Still, im not afraid, bring it on!!!! =p
(u asked for it, remember!)
Your body clock is almost as screwed up
as mine, whether it is during hols or not.
(just that it;s worse when its holidays)
Haha we need some serious resetting!
(tell me about it, i'm trying so hard man..)
First person i withdrew 1000bux with!
10th Feb'09@3a.m.
It's really rare to find someone who'll do this kinda
mildly crazy stuff/bullshit with me, lmfao ^^
SPONTANEITY RULES & SO DO YOU *loves*
(Do i need you to remind me that i rule? lols.. well ofcourse, u can withdraw it wat. rich girl mah someone.)
NaruHina =)
If i'm not mistaken, i think it's anime which
indirectly brought us closer because you
used to (still do) stay up and watch till
damn late (now not anime, movies bah?)
and i was the only owl online to acc you!
(hah, im not sure if its anime but im sure that its virtual reality that kinda kickstart our friendship. Horays for world wide web!!!)
Okay i know this is damn lame but this is
really deeply etched in my mind x_x
"old ahma blasting umbrella
old ahgong blasting metallica
& punk rocker listening to Fei Yu Qing"
(i'm so looking forward to the rocker part. lols. Public transport! here i come!!)
Remember the piggybank?
Well, i will always remember you for teasing me
about my size (BEBLL)!!!
(well bui eh bui liu liu, u're right, even till now im still teasing.. hehe)
... K la, let you win~~
(ah, this is hard for 3rd parties to understand so, uhhmms, nvm bout this. lols. Its a verbal war btw me and fernie bout condensation in the early morning if u must noe.)
We always end up talking mote than studying -
BUT I LOVE IT =D
P.S. i think you're the person whom i've eaten
the most Macs breakfasts with! LOL.
(well, HUURAY!!! is that considered an achievement? lols..)
"I gave God the high-five!"
Classic joke siaaa xD
Thanks ah....... THANKSXZ
(well the joke was,"fernie is so fat that when i walk over her, i gave God the high-five!"
Get it? good for u.. U mean u dun get it? go and die den. LOLS.. joking read it from the top 10 times and u will get, if not, read it 10 more times.)
You always manage to crack me up,
even when the joke's on me -.-
HAHAHA but still, thanks for being my 开心果(sort of)
(well, i will try my best to play practical jokes on others too k?
well, on the other hand, i doubt it. LOLS.)
Best boy(space)friend:
Thank you for being my confidante
and for treating me as one too!
I'm happy to have met you and treasure
our friendship very very much =)
(well thx for listening to me and supporting me,
even though i piss u off sometimes. LOLS. but who cares?=x)
And Finally, i've come to the end. so many thoughts my friends has, well i bet this jus took over as the longest post i have le bah. lols..
On a last note, Congratulations for those who have reached this point.
By the time u finished this sentence, u have jus read 2,583 words-long post that is written by me.
An Achievement one can't ignore. ^^v
On a last note, Congratulations for those who have reached this point.
By the time u finished this sentence, u have jus read 2,583 words-long post that is written by me.
An Achievement one can't ignore. ^^v
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