Road to recovery

Alright, guess im healing now. haha.. wanna thank my mum for taking good care of me. hah..
Was a very bad 2 days for me, feeling cold and hot. bloody ass.. so idiotic. zzzzzz...

Well on a brighter side, finally i had a heart to heart chat with yanwen!!!! lols...
FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!!!!
kkz, im faking my excitement, so wat if its yanwen, jus a chat wat. lols.

But after talking with her, though its on msn. She made me realise a whole new viewpoint of things and opinions. Her words actually hold some weight haha. well it was fun talking to her and made me remake my decision. Which on the other hand is more me and lets jus say more appropriate for this situation im in.

Alright, i have to keep resting so i'll jus end here.

A phrase after rewatching Music and Lyrics last night,
When u realise the world is no longer a fairy tale, and suddenly u cant smile anymore? or something like that. haha...
Well, if its me, it'll have to depend on who is there for me.
With friends and family, than i may be still able to smile frequently, but if she's there as well, than maybe i smile everyday. =x

Pls let me make the right decision.