The choice is made.

It's decided.
I'm moving on.

I realise that after all these time spent thinking and wondering,
I do stand a very little chance after all.
Many gave me their support asking me to press on.
I tried pressing on but till now, nothing really positive had really come about.
Maybe I'm asking for too much but i just want the best for me.
Afterall, who doesn't?

Some told me moving on was a better decision.
But i held on, wanting to give it a try.
Now that I've decided to move on.
I hope it really is a great decision.
Though i still feel for her,
I realise she may feel otherwise.
Waiting aimlessly aint getting me anywhere.
I need some actions.
I need to move on.

Like how everyone needs a heartfelt love story.
I believed i might have just found mine.
A great love story does not necessary be a one where both parties end up together.
What makes it great was the times they shared.
I'm thankful enough for the times we shared and the chances we had.
So i guessed I have no regrets after all bah?
What's more, I've once heard a chinese saying from someone that goes
得不到的爱,才是最美的爱.
Well, may this love i still have for her be a beautiful one for her then.

Thanks for all the chances and time.
Thanks for all the smiles i had these times.
Thanks for all the nonsense u've put up with.
All the best to you in whatever u do from now. =)

with that, i guess all i can do now is to make my life interesting again. right?
hanging out with friends
making a fool of myself
doing projects
get over it soon
fall in love again
many many things waiting for me to do.
and i hope i have the courage to do it.
Afterall, It's my life.

P.s. i ain't emo this time round. =)