all out of love

Well, thats it... once again... all has come to a halt.

The times that were sweet,
The times that were beautiful,
The times that we once laugh as one symphony,
The times that we chat till the morning sun,
The times that we enjoyed each other company,
Are nothing but memories now.

If the zodiac signs says im on a love streak or going to have a flourishing love relationship, im assured now that its nothing more than a piece of BS.. Maybe im still new to the year of cow but, hey maybe its time i believed in myself and realize that things dun go smoothly as always.

Just days ago chats of love and relationship excites me cause i tot these talks may actually be relevant to me but i guess, ill have to save this knowledge for future use le bah. =x

Time and time again i kept reassuring to myself that she's the one for me, she's just busy with her stuffs and studies.
Time and time again i kept telling myself that i will get a diploma and do well in the future to assure her that im a capable guy and im good for her.
Time and time again, ah fuck, there is no more time left. Time just played its biggest prank on me again.

But to think again, actually, time has jus let me realised how precious these times with her were to me. well im still glad i get the chance to go after her and she did give me a chance afterall, maybe i jus did'nt capitalise it like how soccer strikers don't capitalise on their scoring chances. right? so, i guess im safe to assume that i have no regrets bah, after all, we were not even in a relationship. hehe...

Well since its all over i guess i have no reason to refer the girl as her again and if u are reading my blog now, i hope u do get to read this next paragraph.

Hew JieQi, thanks for all your time that u have shared with me. Even though we never have been together, but im sure we had some memorable time together chatting in the middle of the night and sending u home. i hope? nonetheless, i wish u all the best in your future endeavors and hope u get to have a love life u dreamed of. the only regret i have is that i cant be the one involved in ur love life. No matter what, thanks for "hugs" and "kisses" and im sure u'll get ur real love one day. Dun be a blur sotong anymore k? All the best to ur studies and may u have enough sleep from now on. Lastly, jus wanna tell u that Im still loving u and still clinging to that silver lining. *hugs*.

Well, with that, may all couples have a happy year ahead...

Lost generation

Found it on Yan Wen's blog, simply breathtaking and beautiful...
This video gives me reasons to view things in a more positive way...
We have hope guys, Cherish life!!!

im 62 kg!!!

WOOOOOOOOOW..... its gonna be a short short post....

Im freaking 62kg.. lols... so much so for a lean frame eh.. =x

Oh btw, visited SG flyer fast food for dinner today, update when i have the pics... =x

David Beckham

Well, only a few more days to the official end of my poly 2nd year. hehe. its all coming to an end.. WEEEEEEEEE.... happy happy ^^v. this few days had nothing to do and started a movie spree with the program funshion... so cool, and in my opinion better than PPS due to the larger database of movies dating back to 1980s and also nice quality for a streaming program, well if u are interested, feel free to download the soft ware from, http://movie.funshion.com/download/. well do take note that this is a P2P software so it will be faster den direct downloads.. lols...

Was surfing youtube a few days ago and found a great documentary about the guy who inspired me to love soccer and Manchester United. David Beckham.. Nothing much for me to say since the 20 min show talk about his ups and downs so.. never knew beckham had to go through so much in his england days. well he was indeed a good captain i must say, but just an unlucky one not to be able to lift a major trophy. there u go, enjoy~~

Happy belated bday and Valentine

Back from my wonderful wonderful outing with her... =x but b4 that shall update with bout ytd as well..

Ytd was the celebration of my bday with my school clique and after our GEMS presentation,headed to giraffe cafe for our dinner, well nothing much cept that we feel that one of the staff is kinda byatch to us in her service esp with her F-uped smile, but who cares.. LOL... anw, the pics of the meal~~~ oh and fernie was too camera shy so she didnt get into the pic... bloody her, keeps thinking she's too big for the frame of the camera.. come on la, its jus ur face, shuld not be that bad... >_< joking~~~~ =x *peace*





toooooooo bad reyern did not managed to join us so we 2 can celebrate our bdaes together since his is on 15 feb and im on 6 feb, bet he wans a celebration to himself, thats why he choose not to join us ytd. lols..

After which, went shopping for presents at Plaza Singapura and im glad ive found wat i wanted to give her.. wa haha.. and then,after my assemblings picked up from data pulse, this is wat i get, wa haha......


After that woke up today and realise that my present actually lacks personal touch to it, so decided to add my personal art flair to the present. =x and i got this,


Drawing is hard man, redrawed it alot of times till the errors are being kept to a minimum, hope she likes it, or maybe love it.. haha... =x think she does? but only she noes, anw, i got something back... happy lik siao only.. haha...


Well met her for around 3+ hours and Jurong Point, though we did not do much but i was happy enough jus to spend time with her, cause she is super duper busy de la... hope can ask her out again.. Best of luck to her in her JC studies.. STRAIGHT A's 2 years from now.. lols...

And with that, i wish all existing couples a blissful and happy relationship and all those who havent to have their fated ones come as soon as possible, Happy Valentine to all my fellow friends...

P/S. i got a freaking huge "pimple" like thingy on my tummy that is hurting lik mad... Fuck pimples...

Curious Case of BB

WOOOOO~~~~ finally the end of my tests!!! wa hahaha.... but still 2 more exams to go, damn.....
well nonetheless, my clique went to had fun at plaza singapura had lunch at Carls Jr. and watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons. A relatively good movie i would say but u have to be patient to be able to understand the plot and enjoy it. After the movie went Gelare to had a little bite with the courtesy of FERNIE!!!! she treated us la.. lols, so cool.. oh ya and btw, did i mention that she is the first person that i accompany to withdraw a freaking SGD1000 from an ATM machine? lols... well here's the review of TCCOBB



Basically this is a boring movie for many but i kinda enjoyed the development. Random jokes here and there in the movie that cracked the audience up.
The story actually revolves around a guy (Benjamin Button) born with a rare disease that causes him to grow old the young way. well if u see the trailer u will noe what i mean. Interesting to watch is his mental age and his body age are of total opposites so funny scenes of and old man playing with small toys and a young guy with a body age of 6 suffering from amnesia.

Overall Rating 9/10 - a great movie if u have time to spare since total screen time is around 2hrs40min. Definitely a movie for u and ur pals, u definitely dun wanna watch this alone. Excellent character development and screenplay with the only downside that there lacks a climax scene that will get ur heart thumping.

New year summary

Whew~~~ a very hectic week with new year celebrations and visits and of course the last minute chionging of HSS.. lols...

Well new year has been entertaining for me at least with fewer visits but a change of environment in the family gather with my 2nd aunt being the host now.. she did cooked some nice dishes for us and Weiming (表哥) gave us a surprise by calling for a lion dance in his house since it was the first time 5 families were gathered in a family with The Big Brother (大叔), the Second brother who is my father （二叔）, the Small brother（三叔）, The Second Aunt（二姑） and lastly my Small aunt（小姑）. Well have a lot of fun catching up with my cousins especially The Sin Sisters (Sin Wee, Sin Yee and Sin Lee) and also my Jin Cousins (Jin Hui and Jin Kang) since we havent been in contact for a long time. LOLs.. Why did i leave my Wei cousins (Wei Ming and Wei Hao)out? cause i have been meeting them throughout the year so im not so much of missing them.
A fun night i suppose and pictures to follow.
Thats before most of the kids are in...


And after the kids are in..


And a few days ago was my 19th birthday, thank u all for all ur wonderful wishes and messages.. really appreciate it.. haha... Best wishes comes from u noe who so i shall not say who is it.. LOLs... i noe kinda retarded but who cares?

Well with that i shall end my post, with another wish...
HAPPY NEW YEAR, i noe its super duper late but who cares, 15 days of new year right? haha.. enjoy while u can~~~~
Exams start tml, DAMN~~~