One never has what he wants for long

Moved my friends~~

2009-08-11T06:13:00.000-07:00

Join me at jianisdead.tumblr.com

Moved there for photo uploads.. bye bye blogspot...

haiz

2009-08-04T09:01:00.000-07:00

just realise i haven been checking this place quite often, almost been a month since i last update my blog..

its time i did a quick update...

quite a few things happen recently, like pris bdae and hmmm bowling event and all la, which i will update next time when i have de mood.. now jus wanna get the proj over and done with, have lots of rest to make up for my tiring days these few weeks. =x

for those of u reading this, pray for me that i'll be posted to Swissotel Merchant Court for internship. pls... the more prayers, i think the higher the chance it will be answered... thx =D

Gone too soon~

2009-07-12T02:51:00.000-07:00

"Like a comet
blazing cross the evening sky
Gone too soon"
Michael Jackson

It was like a wake up call to my too oftenly snoozed button.
That i should never do what i've been doing to my parents.
A harsh reminder that time waits for no one,
and how time flashes in an instant.

A piece of reality slap right into my face,
telling me one never has what he wants for long.

It was a heartbreaking moment though im not even close to her.
A moment that many realise we never can have anything and everything forever.

From the eyes, i see despair.
From the voice, i hear sorrow.
But his spirit stays strong, his will unwavering.
A man, i call my brother.

He will be strong and i hope he gets over this soon.
Condolences to him and may his mum rest in peace.

Even though she is gone too soon,
we should just remember her happy moments.
and cherish the times we have.

Rest in Peace aunty.

Movie Duo

2009-07-04T20:24:00.000-07:00

The last of of the test, (which was yesterday, or day before? argh watever, loset track of time) me clique and i (both beachers and poly mates) went to catch a movie =D so it means 2 movies for me. alright, its been long since i did a movie rating so pardon if i say something bad this time. too lazy to add the trailers in this time. go find it urself =D here goes

Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaur
A great great comedy for u and ur pals. Great flow of of comedy throughout the show.
If one must really point a downside to this show, it would have to be that the movie introduce not much new story plot. Once again, the friendship between the main characters are put to test and hmmmmmm, it gets better as the show end as it some kind leads to a rescue mission for one of the friends. Creative and well thought out jokes. good =D

Overall rating 7.5/10 - not really a great movie i would say if u were to pay 10 bucks. Worth watching if u are jus looking to spend some time away to have loads of laughter. Not much different from the predesectors of the movie. however, if i must say, i will be sure to miss that asshole who keeps failing in hiding his acorn. LOLS.. bound to miss these characters of this animated movie a pity i didnt catch it in 3D. For potential ppl going to watch these, try it in 3D. I think it would be better.

Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen
Wait before i begin...
*gasps for air*
alright, phew super hot, hawt, HOT, HAWT girls in the movie de la. omg. lols. even though this is suppose to be a movie about the robots fighting and action, bet most guys like me simply cant focus on the robot action when megan is on the bloody big canvas coming out from some projector if u are not watching digital that is. *gasps* this is hard for me to write this review. Because, not only megan is hot, the directors have decided to introduce another *gasps* hotty into the show.
who needs megan when we have her. lols. Isabel lucas is so hot too.. lols.
nonetheless despite the hawt girls, the robots fight scence are pretty darn awesome and contains spectecular effects that had me going "wow!" in my heart. A great movie that focuses on action but lack depth in the story with only a few minor yet predictable plot twists.

Overall rating 7/10 + 3/10 = 10/10

7/10 - RoF does not brings much taste of in depth story and character development as wat transformers one did but it may be because it was a sequel and fans already had a idea of how the characters are like. but of course, the directors made it up with dazzling effects, explosions and fight scences that made can really make one "waaaaa" for a few seconds. A great all boys show and a gentle reminder. Control the drinking of ur cola, cause this movie is 2hr30min. U definitely dun wanna miss a second of it, especially if u are missing Megan's or Isabel's screen time =D

3/10 - What makes this movie even better is not jus more screen time of Megan in my opinion, but the new inclusion of Isabel who made a impact to me for the brief screen time she had.
so 1 point each for the girls there and the last point to the song u are hearing right now.
Such wonderful soundtrack in the middle of a wonderful movie made wif wonderful special effects and not to forget the wonderful girls. wat more can i ask?

~Across This New Divide~

Internship

2009-07-04T20:16:00.000-07:00

Gees... had the results of the companies of my intern and DAMN~~~~ i only had like 1 company out of the 3 i was given. saddened lik siao ah..

here are my choices in order of importance....

My first choice: Swissotel. Chio leh this baggar =D
2nd Choice:Singapore Zoological Garden. I'll make do with the monkeys if hotels dun wan me

3rd Choice: Jurong Bird Park. If all else fails, i guess i'll have to settle

really hope i can get into hotel nah, F&B department never mind, cause no matter what, i thinks sure look nicer den the other 2 choices on my resume de lor... hope hope hope *prays*

There are 5 people chosen for interview but only 2 will get the slots, wa damn man, if swissotel choose me as the 3rd most probable candidate ah, i'll probably kill the 1st candidate =D.

Yea, thats how desperate i am, i guess my classmates know. =D

psssss, im just joking.

Primary Sch Class Outing

2009-07-04T19:55:00.000-07:00

Woot, this outing was held on the last weekend of my hols, alright not so much of my hols, make it my study week.. haha..

It was my first time heading back to the outing and wooooo, so many ppl changed sioz. alemak. Boys become fitter la, taller la hor, girls become chioer la hor, hotter la hor alamak... so fun catching up with our lives and talking about how we used to spend our childhood away ignorantly and now only to think back realising these times dun belong to us anymore.

All the stupid talks and about our primary school clashes V.S. our relationships now.
All the how i was an irritaing vulgarity obsessed boy V.S. the same me. xD
All the how we were angry with one another cause we had the same crush on this girl.
So many things la. really enjoyed the outing.
Special thanks to Doreen and Ruishan for taking pain to organisng this event. THANKS.
Oh and for the record, crystal had come down with the H1N1 virus.
May god be with her. (thinks she's a Chirstian)

The Class~Me, My "best" pri. sch friend, and the infected. Get well soon crys.

With that, i forgot to mention MOH called me to ask if i was feeling sick or anything, well i perfectly fine cept for the fact that im sick about exams and studies so i should be fine and u too will be fine. Get well soon... =D outing next time again wa haha...

Malaysia weekend

2009-06-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

Edit./ post half written 3 weeks ago.

Alright, finally its time to update my malaysia trip. it was during the first weekend of my school hols and woot, man did i not went for such long hols since god noes when. by such long hols i mean 2-3 days with my family and relatives of mine.

For some reason i dunnnnnnoooo why, i really enjoy family occasions like this and hmm how should i put it, its just fun. maybe cause there is finally a guy to talk to in those bumpy rides, maybe cause that this is a chance for me to know my "not so siblings" siblings more or maybe its jus a break from the norm that i always do, gaming and slacking in front of the screen.

None the less i had a lot of fun playing wif my cousins, Both singapore and malaysia, and also having a lot of farm in places lik the Desaru Fruit farm, the beach at dunno which beach at dunno where and the durian basar malam at night. Lots and lots of eating and enjoying.

Things to note when one goes to malaysia, Fucking go to their secret receipe, super can pay of it de value la (only if u are a singaporean earning SGD =D) lols.. but really nice to eat their brownies... =D and also finally for the first time in my life, i get a lobster to myself. YUP, one whole lobster to myself with credits to my 2nd aunt for being such a Good aunt treating the table of 14 of us to a seafood lunch amounting to 875+ Ringgit. Wee u wee, im so gonna treat her back this mean, if i manage to earn extra extra cash. other than the eating trail, there's not much fun to talk about and hmmm, i guess thats all bah. going to upload the pics now and start on my next blog post.. =D

Me with my adorable cousins in Desaru fruit farm =D

Siblings behaving like couples.. lols.

The tour guide with the stars of the pack

people missing are my parents and my cousins' parents and aunt

I know i look gay, for wat fuck reason, i dunno. ?_?

Its lik a standard post i ask to do everytime im at the sea...

Im balding, notice my super clear centre parting? fuck~

The Return of the balding centre parting.

TADA~~~ fun in the water...

With that comes the end of my post stay tuned for a few more minutes (20 or so? till my next post comes =D)

Long long post...

2009-06-10T08:21:00.000-07:00

alright here to promise my super long post. many things im so gonna talk about and maybe lots of photos to be uploaded. so get ready haha..

Arrival of Jia Hao

Jia Hao arrived 2 weeks ago and brought lots of fun and laughter to the family.
Obviously, if u don't know who Jia Hao is, u definitely have not read my archives
or u have slight memory loss.
Anw he was here and he himself had a lot of fun.
A thing worth mentioning was his playground trip wif me.
Great day and we (mum, sis, fern, loy) had a lot of fun teasing him and playing with him.
His actions and his bubbly body were really entertaining.
To support the above statements, here's my evidence.

Eyes looking big!

i swear he looks like edsmond's bitch face

its like his staring at some goodies from far. lols.

Coaching some badminton players. lols.

Clique Drawing.
Ok this is nothing much but we had some drawing session during boring lectures.
and we even had a clique photo drawn by fernie
and so~ to return the favor and show her the gratitude for drawing
such a not-to-scale photo
i returned the favour. =x *peace fernie*

Presenting~ Fernie *peace* joking nia. =)

Your's sincerly, the Muthafucking slack clique of 01.
(= Realise why the drawing is not to scale? =)

Wii Fever.

We recently was in a wii fever mode.
Many of us liked the Guitar heroes so much that
we ponned lessons just to play. LOLS.
Im only so-so in playing the vocals
while eds is exceptional in the drums. Timo also power in drums.
as for the other 4 (including me)
we go pff (play for fun) nia.
Invited jessica and BBT to play wif us raving rabbids and woot.
must say that it was quite a fun mini game session
that not only attracted crowds laughing at us
but also us laughing at us. LOLS

Pro drummer sioz

what is guitar heroes without a guitarist and a good ol' Rocker

Raving rabbids! there's a mini game
that only pro masturbaters can win.
Requires one to move the arm up and down.
needless to say, i won! i was playing wif eds and not her btw =x

Edsmond's a.k.a Bitch's Birthday
Ah~ the long awaited bloody bitch birthday arrived.
went for wii after sch ends and headed down to bugis area cafe/bar/restaurant?
(i dunno what to call it, someone enlighten me?)
It was named BluJaz or something like that.
Served really nice food with really nice portion accompanied with really nice price tags.
Not to pricey but again not too cheap either. Unable to afford 2nd servings. lols.
price range is around 8-14 jus the food alone and weee we had fun slacking there
taking pictures and immerse ourselves in the atmosphere there. Played games and all to kill time.
Then when the birthday cake arrived, eds lik so touched? or am i wrong.
No matter what, his faced really looks stunned so i guess he was happy bah.
Cake from awfully chocolate for the awful chocolate lover.
wa the cake power de lah. so chocolatey and delicious
best is the price.
SGD100++ k? mai siao siao
(eds will be viewing this page, so must over price it alot!)
In the end i must say we had fun i guess?
And edsmond, sorry for pouring water on u =x
but i bet u like the cooling sensation right? lols..

After which, went over to my house area for the clique was hoping to get some Jia Hao action.
Sadly he was sick and playing tantrums and so we didnt get a chance to have him
at the playground.
so we instead went slacking over there and phototaking sessions start again.

we were forced to hug the bitch.

The bday bodyguards.

He loves what's written on the cake. i think?

presenting~ the birthday bitch (he can do better with the bitch face.)

Spa-like sit

All attempting the bitch face. surprisingly, eds didn't performed

Slacking at my house area.

Fernie says this make a goodwallpaper. lols. looks emo =x

HARDOOOO GAYDOOOO YUFUUUUUU~

Dunno why i wanna lar edsmond so much.

The end of the day =)

~Badminton daze~
Had a badminton session with the clique and kexin with her friends the other time.
had alot of fun playing with them and getting used to the racket again.
It's been so long since i've touched the racket and stepped into the court.
Ah~~~ makes me think of the days where i was
the captain of the school team in primary school days.
*but got replaced due to lousy skills* lols.
Very fun and lost to Kexin in singles (old rules)
I noe i malu la but bo bian she good and i out of strength. lols.
Lost the wager, now need treat her drink. saddened.
next time win her ask her treat me again. =)
Muscles aches and sores came along with the session.
Hmmmm, im starting to love sports. DAMN!

Note to Self: i owe a drink to girl on left.

Reyern and Pris

Tired in the doubles with eds.

Faking a smile to the opponent :D

Si kexin, force me to focus with the drink on the line.

Now making me tense.

Though i look pro, i still lost 13-15 to kexin if im not wrong.
we played the old service over rules btw. =)

In the end, in the absence of my blogging days, i was actually in fact kinda busy and occupied with projects and happenings. phew, finally got it all up. Next post will be about my malaysia weekend. stay tuned!!

Pictures in courtesy of:
www.fernaye.multiply.com
All pictures of mentioned events are from this page.
More pics are uploaded there.

CPR

2009-06-07T08:08:00.000-07:00

Wow, im here to perform a little CPR for my dying blog.
even i am surprised by my inactivity this time.
Well, reason being i have too many photos and events to keep updating so im kinda lazy to do so.
So for my next few post, im gonna start a long long post to start updating those ancient events that had happened quite some time ago cause i wan to use this blog for leisure reading and as a memory for the things that happen in my life. till then.. god bless!!!

Oh oh and here's my fav band new song. New Divide!!!

LINKIN PARK

I remember black skies
And lightning all around me
I remembered each flash
As time began to burn
Like a startling sign
The feint had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the thoughts cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Ignite the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth and lies
Across this new divide

There is nothing inside
The memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
The ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
Between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the thoughts cross
The distance in your mind
Across this new divide

And every loss
And every lie
And every truth that you deny
And each regret
And each divide
Are some mistakes you pray to hide
And your voice was all I heard
But I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the thoughts cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth and lies
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
Across this new divide

The choice is made.

2009-05-22T09:37:00.001-07:00

It's decided.
I'm moving on.

I realise that after all these time spent thinking and wondering,
I do stand a very little chance after all.
Many gave me their support asking me to press on.
I tried pressing on but till now, nothing really positive had really come about.
Maybe I'm asking for too much but i just want the best for me.
Afterall, who doesn't?

Some told me moving on was a better decision.
But i held on, wanting to give it a try.
Now that I've decided to move on.
I hope it really is a great decision.
Though i still feel for her,
I realise she may feel otherwise.
Waiting aimlessly aint getting me anywhere.
I need some actions.
I need to move on.

Like how everyone needs a heartfelt love story.
I believed i might have just found mine.
A great love story does not necessary be a one where both parties end up together.
What makes it great was the times they shared.
I'm thankful enough for the times we shared and the chances we had.
So i guessed I have no regrets after all bah?
What's more, I've once heard a chinese saying from someone that goes
得不到的爱,才是最美的爱.
Well, may this love i still have for her be a beautiful one for her then.

Thanks for all the chances and time.
Thanks for all the smiles i had these times.
Thanks for all the nonsense u've put up with.
All the best to you in whatever u do from now. =)

with that, i guess all i can do now is to make my life interesting again. right?
hanging out with friends
making a fool of myself
doing projects
get over it soon
fall in love again
many many things waiting for me to do.
and i hope i have the courage to do it.
Afterall, It's my life.

P.s. i ain't emo this time round. =)

Friday Fun

2009-05-19T23:54:00.000-07:00

Alright, now to the more fun filled post.
But before i begin do note that this post is gonna be heavily filled with pictures so be forewarn. ^^v

Last Friday, was a very weird day at SP for me since my Beachers are coming over to have lunch with my school clique. Woot~ lols. so basically had lesson and when it ended at 3 went to fetch them at Dover MRT and brought them to FC4 to try the western over there that I really liked (huge portions, superb pricing). Hope all of them enjoyed it.

Fernie, Pris, Darren and I decided that we should also booked a 2hr slot of K-session at Morbely since Aloy loves singing and that it would be quite redundant to just have lunch and head home so we brought them to Morberly. Timo, Reyern, Vanessa soon joined us afterwards and man did I mention that Vanessa (Darren's gf) has the voice of a powerhouse la. lols. i believed all enjoyed that session and we started some mass photo shootings. photos to come later.

After the singing session, parted ways with darren, vanessa, timo and sherman since they had their own things to do and we headed downtown to Douby for some live Ben & Jerry. WOOO.. first time i had it live meaning at the shop and not from a tub obtained from 7-11 or coldstorage or any other retail outlets alike. after the ice cream tasting, Chocolate therapy is a MUST TRY even for chocolate haters. super nice de la omg! started a little chit chat session there and after which around 9pm++ we all headed home. well i believed we all had fun that day and its a good thing that 2 major clique of mine was able to mix and match so well with no awakrdness. i must have been a good bridge between them. alamak~~ weee u wee~~ haha... thank whoever that has to do with arranging me with such wonderful friends of mine. Appreciate it. ^^ now pics to come~~~

Band of brothers~ pic looks nicer is zhong didnt lagged

New age 动力火车

Pang's oblivious to being eaten. sad life~

Alas, the muay thai siao got raped. ^^v

Pang looks horrified wif some good singing

Pang attacks the best singer (me)

Pris, Fern, Timo

love love love~

i love these guys, i do.

These guys love me, they do.

Me making a hard move

Reyern Anticipating my move

The Calefares join in the fun

U cant see his legs, no u cant

He looks lik some model, but there is a better model at the bottom of the post.

Aloy with the ice cream

Aloy being rude, taking pics with eyes closed ><

Agree with me pls, pang looks kiddo w/o his specs.

The girls with lots of time, money and hell lot more.

Our live debut B&J

My clique girls

My hair looks so good over here.

Alamak, zara modeling agency, here i come~

Alright, all self praises of myself are only meant as a joke and nothing much. im jus trying to inject some laughter into my blog. if u find my self praises disgusting and tasteless, kindly ^^..l.. fuck off. lols.. joking. eh no i mean it. F-off. ^^v with that, i end my post~!

A record high

2009-05-18T06:00:00.001-07:00

/update /updated again
Damn, now having high fever + some electrolyte unbalance thingy (stomach flu i guess)

Highest temp recorded - 39.3 increased to 39.4
Lowest temp recorded - 37.6 decreased to 37.4
Current temp recorded - 37.1
Times vomited - 2 increased to 8

Wish me all the best in recovering pls...
Wa piang eh, tan tock seng also cant save me man.
At least it stopped my vomiting la. vomit dao i can feel my pacs become tighter.
sweat pls, SWEAT!!

Hah, lazy to update my stats now i guess i am feeling better already and im so gonna change my lifestyle from now on man. got a scare of my life due to this stomach flu incident. wa bloody hell, is scary de lor if u vomit lik me.

Anw, ill jus update u on wat happen, basically i guess i got my flu bug from aloysius when we went to slack at fernie house on saturday night and things start getting worse for me on sunday. the flu bug eventually mutate in me causing me to have fever, sore throat and wat not.
Come monday, i started vomitting 2 times and was feeling fucking weak already. den came midnight where i vomited 4 times in jus 45 minutes. everyone in my house started panicking and decided to bring me to Tan Tock Seng for a check up.

Reach Tan Tock Seng, ppl wif masks everywhere, was asked to wait at a tentage outide tan tock seng since i was having a fever so i waited there. my turn for consultation arrived and woot, vomited in front of the doctor and after some consultation doctor inject me wif some medicine, took my blood for some blood test and gave me panadol and walla im off to a bed and rest. till 1030 am i was discharged after being told that the reason was because of some electrolyte unbalanced in my body or some shit(i was too weak to be paying attention) or otherwise i would gladly refer to as stomach flu bah.

reached home round 11 plus, had my breakfast and slept till 1 plus where i had a severe fever again of 39.4 and got everyone pannicking agian, but hell i didnt care. cause i just wanted to sleep. eventually fever subsided to 38 in the evening and slowly everything smooth sailing till right now i jus measured my temp and it shows a 37.2 pls let my fever recover so i can enjoy my life again.

with that i shall end this post and start updating on my long dued post. ><

Is it enough?

2009-05-13T03:54:00.000-07:00

Im really doing all i can.
But is it enough?
I wanna know if all these will turn out fine.
I doing what i never once thought i'll do.
I've changed so much i cant see the shadow of my past.
I just want to be happy.
Which i am now thankfully. =)
But if all has to come to an end
I just hope u'll remember me for who i am,
what i've done, and the joys i've brought
and to leave out all the rest.

I cant sit on the fence no more.
It's time i have to make a move.
A move that is me.
A move that is purely what i am.
I have to choose.
Between two decisions that may change my life.
But these are the only two choices im left with.
I can't go on without making any of those.
Life has presented me the hardest decision to date.
And i've been brooding it for the past weeks.
Its time i made a move.
Its time i move on.
Its time i become me.
Its time to be me.

After all these while, is it really enough?
Is it? is it not?
That i dunno, but ill do in time to come.
Brace me through this path.
I know it'll be bumpy,
I know it'll be tough.
But no matter what comes,
I know i'll end with a laugh.

Its time...
to put up a smile. =)

God Help Us.

2009-05-11T12:36:00.000-07:00

A Live Track From Linkin Park
which i tot was really good especially chester's "Amen"

Hands Held High

Turn my mike up louder I got to say something
Light weights step to the side when we come in

Feel it in your chest the syllables get pumping
People on the street they panic and start running

Words on loose leaf sheet complete coming
I jump in my mind and summon the rhyme, I'm dumping

Healing the blind I promise to let the sun in
Sick of the dark ways we march to the drum and

Jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping
Fuck that I wanna see some fists pumping

Risk something, take back what's yours
Say something that you know they might attack you for

Cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before
Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for

Like this war's really just a different brand of war
Like it doesn't cater the rich and abandon poor

Like they understand you in the back of the jet
When you can't put gas in your tank

These fuckers are laughing their way to the bank and cashing the cheque
Asking you to have compassion and have some respect

For a leader so nervous in an obvious way
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay

And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
In their living room laughing like "what did he say?"

[Chorus:]
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen

In my living room watching but I am not laughing
Cause when it gets tense I know what might happen

World is cold the bold men take action
Have to react or get blown into fractions

Ten years old it's something to see
Another kid my age drugged under a jeep

Taken and bound and found later under a tree
I wonder if he had thought the next one could be me

Do you see the soldiers they're out today
They brush the dust from bullet proof vests away

It's ironic at times like this you pray
But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday

There's bombs in the buses, bikes, roads
Inside your market, your shops, your clothes

My dad he's got a lot of fear I know
But enough pride inside not to let that show

My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine

On the back, he hand-wrote a quote inside
When the rich wage war it's the poor who die

Meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay

And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
both scared and angry like "what did he say?"

[Chorus x6]

[x6]
With hands held high into the sky so blue,
As the ocean opens up to swallow you.

Very very congested post.

2009-05-09T08:34:00.000-07:00

Weee, time to update my blog le.. Well this is so gonna be a summary of all the events that has happened to me, well pratically those that are worth mentioning la. lols..

All right, here goes!!

FOOD OUTING

It was some time ago in april where we had our first OUTING with PJ!!
Had a lot of laughter bullying her again and making fun of her at VIVO. Went around Vivo and then headed to a Laksa Steamboat place that was pretty cheap and nice considering the food quality and the soup based. A few pictures that we took during the trip. here goes~

I rock =P

Rey flexing his muscles.

Congratz eds, u found the hidden immunity!

PJ loves the necklace

Me and my brother, reyern

We do look lik the mannequins right?

Our Food

Group Pics~~

Alright, after the eating outing, PJ was thinking to herself saying that she actually feels that she is quite troblesome when it comes to eating wif friends cause she is a VEGAN (someone who eats vegetables only, no eggs, no milk no animal-RELATED products). FYI, she chose the path of a vegan cause she is really an animal lover. Den she was wondering if she should not continue that path, i mean come on! eat meat la dey!!! its time to start eating, world ending in 2012 noe, must eat! lols...

K-Session with BeacherS~
Than came Labour Day where we had a fun day! Alright, The K session was fun, but with the guys, ALAMAK, havoc. LOLS.. It was great going out with them again and not to mention Aloy received plenty of Praises on his Debut Sining session lor cause he basically sound 99.99% like famous taiwan singer Jam Tsiao la, bloody hell, i also wanna sound like Chester Bennighton la. Sobx. lols. but aloy's does have what it takes to sound good. so good for him. but he now abit obsessed with singing so fuck him la.. lols.. Nonetheless, we had lots of fun singing and screaming high pitches and making the whole room moving around with melodies of our favorite songs. All in All, A day with them, is like a fairy tale ending at the last page of the storybook. haha. sound so chessy la damn. but its true. Beachers rule. ^^v
~picture in courtesy of peiping.~

K-Session with Fern,Pris,Ber,Loy

Alright, i dun have any pics from this outing cause we didnt managed to take any but man we had a great day. lols, Aloy was going crazy about singing so i asked him along to acc me since i was the only guy going singing with the girls and i needed an extra manly boost so i can sing better. haha.. And of course, Aloy's singing was praised by the girls, Now i really wanna sing lik Chester, bloody hell, and let them praised me tooo!!! lols.. >< on another note ah, Fern's friend Ber is a real Rock Chic la omg!!! Sings so well, with such a broad range, maybe jus a bit smaller den mine >< and can also rap. WA lau eh, seriously, *BOWS* lols.. and she really is high de lor. lols, which is good, made my singing session more enjoyable. LOLS.. really had a fun day with them but im broker too. lols...

On a totally side note, i have been busy trying this new tidbit that taste so great.

Nope, u didnt see wrongly

It's really my skin~

/edited. Its Sunday now after i finish editing the codes of my blog, damn and i wanna wish my mother a happy mother's day though i doubt she will received my wishes cause she does not read my blog and i wun say these 3 words to her from my mouth. so god let her noe pls that she is still being loved by me. Hope i can take her for lunch tomorrow. Also im officially broke again. Damn, even though i jus had my paid, i gave 100 to my dad. wonder what he wanna use it for but fuck, jus give him, so old and broke now, see liao also sad. And its my new year resolution to treat him better so tada~~~ im on my way. Cheers~

Its may~~

2009-05-03T09:11:00.000-07:00

Finally back to revive my dying blog.
Away for so long.

Many things happen during April.
Had lots of fun and laughter.
and alot of sadness and sorrows to go with it.

had fun during the chalet with sherman and his gf.
But fucking dislocate my wrist so badly i cant do anything much for 2 weeks.

Went out K with my friends finally after so long finally
and realise Aloysius was actually a XIAO JIN TENG!! lols, good singing sia..
next time he sore throat recover, must PK him, i be the Yang zhong wei. LOLS...

Had fun wif my Schoolmates too, eating and shopping and doing silly things.
But sad PJ laubu not same class wif me anymore.. saddened ah...

To round up the whole of april, it was ups and down.

Had plenty of pics, lazy and moodless to upload now, upload later when i have the mood lols...
Take care!!

On a random note, this song is damn nice to Chiong for K de lor.. LOLS... Super fun.. here goes!!

外套
我早該知道　妳只是偶爾的需要
習慣了妳的味道　擋風成了我的驕傲
每個心跳　開始都計算不到
難道給我的回報　只是陪妳在他的懷抱

做妳的外套　只能穿梭妳的外表
聽到妳對他的撒嬌
可笑的是我沒資格計較

做妳的外套　擁抱著卻不被擁抱
我是誰妳知不知道
怎能隨便穿上又換掉

我能擁有什麼　答案早就明瞭
學會哭也能笑　OH NO
怎麼不聽勸告　怎麼不被想要
還在為妳效勞
會不會瘋掉〔妳知不知道〕

Recovering~

2009-04-25T06:05:00.000-07:00

Well, im slowly recovering from the wrist injury i suffered back at sherman chalet.

Give me some time to get this blog up and running again. LOLS...

More rest is needed.. ^^v

happy happy~~

2009-04-17T05:50:00.000-07:00

Hehe, happy happy.
Had a great day today chatting.
Was really anxious till i cant sleep.
Was not sure how i would react.
Den slept at 930am today.
Met her. And weeeeee~~~
i was completely comfortable with her.
No signs of awkwardness at all.
Maybe she does not know how i feel or wat.
But nonetheless, i really enjoyed the company.
And the way we talked and crack jokes out of the blue.

After today, it only made me sure.
She's the one that never fails to blow me away.
Her smiles and laughter never fail to kick-start mine as well.
Her Swa-kuness only made me enjoy her company more.
She really does make my day.

Im really happy happy. hee~
Hope things will turn the way i want.
Though chances are slim,
I'll await the chance.
(= ^^v =)

~Everything i do (i do it for you)~
Look into my eyes
You will see, what you mean to me
Search your heart, search your soul
When you find me there, then you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth trying for
You can't tell me it's not worth dying for
You know it's true, everything I do I do it for you

Look in to your heart, you will find
There's nothing there to hide
Take me as I am, take my life
I would give it all, I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for
I can't help it, there's nothing I want more
You know it's true, everything I do I do it for you

There's no love, like your love
And no other, could give me more love
There's nowhere, unless you're there
All the time, all the way

You can't tell me it's not worth trying for
I can't help it, there is nothing I want more
I would fight for you, I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, yeah I'd die for you
You know it's true
Everything I do
I do for you.

Pillars of Strength

2009-04-16T16:08:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, i've been awake for quite some time, dunno why cant sleep. had a slight thought on my life and i am surprised that after inhaling 19 years of oxygen, i realised that these past 3-4 years time, was actually the most fufilling, most enjoyable time of my life. I sometimes wonder wat would my life be, if i havent met the Beachers, what would i be doing if not for these pillars of strength. I may be a xia lan kia at times(ok most of the times), but deep down i really appreciate all that u all have done for me and the times we spent. I may be a bit busy at times and spoiler on the other and most of the times get on ur nerves, but i do hope u all do forgive me quickly cause everything that i said which could be mean to ur ears were all nothing but a joke or a practical joke. so may all of u excuse me.

I realised im indeed blessed being brought up in the streets of Crawford Lane. Many of those stranger which i've seen in my early childhood ears have now in a flash become a true friend of mine. A friend i would not trade for anything. Im blessed with the company of them in my teenage years being there for one another through our ups and downs. Im very sure, if my english turn out to be very good in the future(by good i meant good like J.K. Rowling) and if i were to publish a book tittled The Souls of The Crawford "Kids", it would be such a big hit.
I mean, we have our ups and downs. we have had quarrels, hatred and slight backstabbing amongst us but we have had our ups as well. we made peace and we became stronger emotionally and we grew. we cherish one another and enjoyed every moment we spent together. be it just slacking round the fitness corner, meeting up for pool, watching movies, gymming, swimming or chalet. each of us truly enjoyed ourselves and a small part of our heart will have reserved memories for each moment we had.

Now that we have spent 4 years together, and the boys slowly progressing to the army and eventually stepping into the workforce, I fear for the end of this friendship or rather brotherhood(yeap, peiping u're in it as well). because this is like how the movies or dramas go, the bond we have slowly disappear and den tt's it, we meet up only on special occasions and walla, we on our own. I dare not imagine the life i would have if not for them. so this time, im gonna dedicate this post to all those who i cared so dearly in my life.

(p.s. this is my words i wanna say to u all.. which i dare not dare to say it out. ><)
I noe u guys have been putting up with my bad borrowing habits, and i have sort of been a financial burden to all of u. But seriously thx for helping me in the bills which i cant pay and silently waiting for me to pay u all back without asking me for the money back. I really appreciate the time u all give me in repaying ur debts. Zhengzhong, Yongling, Martin, Ivan, Sherman, Shenzi, Xia Xin and Aloysius jus to name a few. i think in total i owe a accumulated of hundreds to all of u that im not even able to keep track of the debt myself, but i will change and definitely repay ur debts one way or another, monetarily or other means.

Also, i've known i have been a very xia lan kia and have been playing practical jokes on all of u quite often, which most of the times get on ur nerves on cloudy days. I am truly sorry, is not that i don't notice the change in ur facial expressions or ur body language, but i just really cant help it. I will try to be less xia lan in the future starting from now. U guys have my word. i'll change.

Lastly, i've realise that my sense of urgency have deteroriate tremendously. Once used to be early on meetings and now im mostly late all the times. Lack of sleep have been my constant excuse during this time but i'll try to be back on time again.

No matter what, u guys have all formed a major part of my life. If my life was a mind map with my name being the main subject or main heading, the names of u guys will not be the sub-heading. Because u guys will be grouped in my life like this.
Tan Jian An -> Family -> The Tan Family.
Tan Jian An -> Family -> The Crawford Family -> (names of u guys)

That is how important u guys were in my life. Thx for being there. Each of u all have been a pillar of my support and i think u guys deserved to be regconised by the readers of my blog. (though it has a pathetic view rate.) but the main part of it is when the years past and one fine day when i log on to my blogger account and start reading my archives, i will see the great memories in my life and u guys will be the bulk of it.

(now is the personal words i wanna say to my pillars of support.)

~Chen Wei Sheng~
U have been truly an inspiration to me.
Teaching me morales and how we should live our life.
A role model of responsibility and brotherhood to me.
Im really sorry i can't make it for lunch or skycat with u at times.
But i truly enjoy the rides u gave me
and the advice u gave me.

~Ivan Pang Qing Siang~
U have been the most heartfelt guy i have met.
One who shares a similarly different family background as me.
One who has the same fear of me showing love to our family.
U have been a great confidante of mine.
And im really glad u have been with me to support me emotionally
though u always take a more quiet stance in supporting me.
But ur presence was felt. I mean it.
And with ur support, i believe i owe u my support.
I'll be there for u whenever i can.
Make it i be there whenever u need it.

~Casey Liu Xia Xin~
Though u may not be the closet brothers i had.
But its still a joy to have u and u do give great advice at times of need.
I hope u dun mind me making a fool of u all the times.
U made me realise the beauty of soccer
by breaking it in depth to me which open my eyes.
Street soccer defender in my heart.
Just like in life, someone that we can rely on in times of need.
Thanks Casey.

~Marin Choo Guan Tong~
U are one of the earliest bros i've sworn to keep in contact with.
One that heightens my passion for singing
And someone who gives me good reason to be fillial to my parents.
Really wish your illness had not hit u.
If only we can be wild like years ago.
Nonetheless, i still wish for ur company.
Don't start AWOL in our meetings alright?
Be glad it happen.
Keep enduring my bro, It's time to receive the baton.

~Sherman Kwah Bao Jian~
U shall the luckiest bro i have met.
I bet our relationship won't be so close if not for ADJ.
Thanks for backing me up even if u knew i was in the wrong.
Thanks for helping me out even if i did'nt really helped u.
Thanks for all the advice, the company and the concern u gave.
On another note, im truly sorry for spoiling ur mood
and getting on ur nerves due to my xia lan ness.
Like how ur gym routine takes u 2 months
Give me 2 months. I'll change.
Oh, and u're another great confidante i have. thanks.

~Lee Yong Ling~
U have been teaching me everything i have to
know bout life since the early days.
Back than i was naive and oppose to ur thoughts
but now that i've grown, thanks for ur advice.
U have been a great brother in times of need.
And most importantly, the senior of my xia lan ness. Thanks.
U have been there for me financially since early days.
And with that, i owe u one.
Thx for caring and being a good brother i can rely on.

~Tan Shen Zi~
U were a eye opener to me.
A girl that i didnt noe exist.
U've showed me how it pays to be kind
and till today, i still cant imagine the
tyrant u were in the past from the stories of other boys.
Nonetheless, u were also a role model of mine
to be kind and respectful. thanks alot.

~Goh Zheng Zhong~
My first real brother i had.
Just like a twin brother that was with me in my early days.
Being cheeky and playful.
All we wanted was only fun and laughter back then.
U were the one that had me loving crawford lane.
Because of ur company, i realised crawford lane's beauty.
It's a pity we are now no longer as close as we were before.
But i still treat u as a close brother of mine.
U have always been there for me,
financially, emotionally or physically.
Whenever im in trouble, u'll be with me.
Come to think of it, i've hardly been there for u.
It's time the roles reversed.
Hia Di, its time i played my part. Thanks for everything.

~Cheryl Tay Pei Ping~
We were not on very good terms in the past,
But as times passed, i realised ur strengths.
U then turned to be a girl that we guys wanted to protect.
i guess we treat u as a mei mei bah.
But nonetheless, u were also there for me in my lovelost days.
And i thank u for leading me out of it.
U have been a true friend that cherish us.
And a true friend that i am glad to have made.
Thanks alot.

~Aloysius Tan Kok An~
U've grown so much.
By that i dun mean just ur physique but ur intelligence as well.
If there's anything u are strong at,
its ur mind and i mean it.
U have undoubtly made me viewed in awe
how strong-willed u can be.
and it sometimes made me envious seeing
how determined u can be.
A true brother that i regret not knowing u soon
but since we've met, let us make full use of it.
Remember to bring pride to ur parents.
and when u do become very fit,
dun forget to train me k?
Thanks for ur comapny everytime and ur cash.
And like what i said to sherman,
Its time i start not getting on ur nerves. 2 months!

And with that, i guess i really finished wat i wanted to say to my family. and it was only after this that, i realise they have been there for me more than i have been there for them. Prehaps, its time i try to be there for them. I hope u all give me a chance to be someone important in ur life like how u all are to me. In a corner of my heart, u guys have left a mark. A mark i'll carry with the story of how we met and the times we had. The stories of us will then be told to my children and my grandsons, making sure they take uncles and aunties like u in the future to be role models. Role models of how a true friend should be.

I know this will sound
freaking childish and all but
Friends Forever
alright?

Hope is only a hope afterall?

2009-04-12T11:44:00.001-07:00

Ain't it strange
That everytime i hear ur name
In a casual conversation
I just can't think straight.

Time only comes once.
Chance hardly comes twice.
So when chances come knocking on your door.
Grab it.

Hope is something that keeps one going.
Something that keeps one moving.
But when all is lost.
How does one continue progressing?

Life only presents itself once.
So i should really treasure it.
Making mistakes is part of life.
But some mistakes are not meant to be.

Hope makes one smile.
Hope makes one grin.
But when it's lost,
One can't barely even think.

So is hope really something worth having?
Or is hope only a hope afterall?
Is it just another facade to keep one motivated?
Or a mask to keep one smiling?

Hope is afterall just a hope.
Nothing factual simply fictional.
Well, i beg to differ.
For this hope im having, is more than just hope.

This hope i'm having
is a dream, a future a vision.
This hope i'm having
is none other than you.

Hopes, Dreams, Future, Vision...
Do they come true?

I hope they do.
I'm sure they do.
I'll just wait and see.
Hope u'll wait and see too.

TOP ONE!!

2009-04-10T15:20:00.000-07:00

Hah, Hah, Hah...
Finally had a singing session lols... after so long, so glad that i was able to sing wif my poly mates again. think it was 2 days ago when we went singing. lols... had fun and laughter, though priscilla was way way late. =x
oh and didnt i mention i finally heard fernie sang for the first time! like FIRST TIME in a KTV room and she sounded not bad, like a small girl actually. LOLS...
What a voice for such a girl~ lols=x

Had pretty of fun singing sad songs and songs with extremly high notes.. FUN! lols...
Nothing much to write about now so lets jus end this post wif some pics!..

and to really end it, a pic of me going way way high when i was singing 听海 or 彩虹. haha.. nice pic eh. lols...

P.S. looking forward to next K session wif my Beachers, especially when aloysius lose his K virginity to us!!!! =x

Wishes and Death

2009-04-06T01:13:00.000-07:00

Went paying respects to my grandparents yesterday.
Its been a year just like that since that day where i had a heartfelt conversation with them.
This year, everything was the same, seeing their faces on the wall, ashes being it and their souls somewhere near me.
Time stood still when i held the joss sticks in my hand and mumbled what i had to say to them.
Well, i was unable to fulfill what i promised them in the past. so i apologized, but told them recent events and once again im trying slowly but surely, hoping things will turn out fine this time round.

Seeing the faces reminds me of how i used to be a cute toddler walking hand in hand with my grandpa down to the ah neh convenience store and buy me a YAKULT everytime. if im not wrong, i prefer the grape flavour. haha. well as for my grandma, my only memories were that of her caning and scolding in order to discipline me. Wonder is it me or the fumes of the incense that were making me teary at that point in time. or was it her and the wish i made last year? ah who cares.

Nonetheless, my grandparents were a pillar of support for me, subconciously throughout my childhood days so i guess i pretty miss them and love them, well not alot but still love them =). Anw, isit me or are the smiles of the ederly just as cute as those of a cute child. I really feel that their smile emits the happiness they feel from the bottom of their heart. Like there's no intention to fake a smile, or smile for the ocasion. They just do something that i think what this society is lacking. A warm-hearted smile, a smile that is able to bring warmth to others and make them smile conciously, or sub-conciously. so cool eh.

Wishes i made whenever i pray always changes according to my current needs, be it Acing my exams, Passing my exams, able to woo the girl, able to last with the girl, happiness and peace for my family, wealth for my family, etc... they have always been another pillar for me. i guess making a wish gives me hope and some confidence that these things will come. and if they did come true, i know it was because of the wish. but sometimes, these wishes fall short and its really hard to take the blow. especially if the blow is a big one like an emotionall blow. but its these emotional blows that help mould someone into a better person and destroy them if they cant make it true. call it a double edge sword if i may and may it be the reason for my growth and not my fall hopefully. LOLs...

When i was paying respect to my grandparents, i accompanied my aunt to pay respect to his friend as well. was a businessman, a great friend of my aunt who looked after her in the automobile businesss and sadly died due to a heart attack or so from what ive heard jus months ago at the age of 50+. wow, Death do come easily eh. Its really special how death can makes one mourn unknowingly, makes one realise the importance of losing someone dear and makes someone love more. Well, even though the one being loved may not be physically there, im sure some part of him or her spiritually must have felt it. Well, i guess i will have my ans in many many years to come after i live a long ripe age. hah.

I know this post is random like shit and im terribly sorry if i've wasted minutes of ur time. sorry.
hah.

Oh btw, i've started the Gym membership at my community centre with aloysius. hah, it was fun! but futile since i did not do much. maybe it was because of the lack of sleep or the lack of sessions that made me restless, but i guess according to what i did today, it was pretty well. well more sessions to come for 6 months. Pray for me to get a bigger frame. Im gonna be a model! lols, alright im joking, im gonna be an SIA STEWARD! lols... that was once my dream but, BLAH, have to be realistic. lols.

With that, may all those deceased that i know of, dear or not dear be loved. I love u. =)

Road to recovery

2009-04-03T06:47:00.001-07:00

Alright, guess im healing now. haha.. wanna thank my mum for taking good care of me. hah..
Was a very bad 2 days for me, feeling cold and hot. bloody ass.. so idiotic. zzzzzz...

Well on a brighter side, finally i had a heart to heart chat with yanwen!!!! lols...
FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!!!!
kkz, im faking my excitement, so wat if its yanwen, jus a chat wat. lols.

But after talking with her, though its on msn. She made me realise a whole new viewpoint of things and opinions. Her words actually hold some weight haha. well it was fun talking to her and made me remake my decision. Which on the other hand is more me and lets jus say more appropriate for this situation im in.

Alright, i have to keep resting so i'll jus end here.

A phrase after rewatching Music and Lyrics last night,
When u realise the world is no longer a fairy tale, and suddenly u cant smile anymore? or something like that. haha...
Well, if its me, it'll have to depend on who is there for me.
With friends and family, than i may be still able to smile frequently, but if she's there as well, than maybe i smile everyday. =x

Pls let me make the right decision.

38.7~ geez

2009-04-01T04:28:00.000-07:00

Greattttttttt~~~~~ im having a fever of 38.7 and i cant seem to focus.. damn...
Sweating like a pig one second.
Shivering like a mouse the other.
Please let me heal faster.
Purist Thunderward, Heal me!!!! lols.. im off to rest.
Wish me well my friends...

/P.S. damn i stink...

I want u back

2009-03-30T10:31:00.000-07:00

I was foolish.
I was dumb.
I fought.
I lost.
I tried getting over it.
I thought i did.

Well, apparently, I'm in love again.

I'm smart now.
I know who i love.
I cherish who i love.
I cherish who I've lost even more.
I talk to myself.
I talked to my friends.
I talked to my grandparents.
I talked to the Gods.
Telling them i know who i love now.

I said,
Now i know i love her this much.
Now i know she means so much.
Now i know i can't forget her.
Now i know she is important.

I said,
If he did not came, we would have still been together.

They said,
If he did not came, i would had never treasured.
If he did not came, i would had never learned.
If he did not came, i would had never grown.

Now i said,
I've treasured since the break-up.
I've learned since the break-up.
I've grown since the break-up.
and now,
I want her back.

I love her
I treasure her.
and if
she love me and treasure me.
I know one day.
sooner or later,
we'll be walking together.
hand-in-hand
to complete the path
that we once neglected.
and to complete the path
we wished we were still on.

I love u still and u do know that.
I am going all out to tell the world.
I love u dearly and want u back.

So if u are reading this now.
I want you to know how i feel.
U are no ordinary girl
and u are no such a girl.

U are the girl that really made me fall in love.
U are the girl i want.

Without you,
nothing good feels as good.
This time, LYR, i really want u back.
Back with me, and never leave.

Open ur heart.

2009-03-28T17:28:00.001-07:00

In severe lack of sleep now which actually is a good chance for me to finally tune my biological time back in tune with singapore. LOLS...
hehe..
Had listen to advice and opinions these few days, made people angry and made people feel for me. Nonetheless, want to apologise for doing all these things that made all of u worry, or see a side of me that u did not see before. Nonetheless, i have made up my mind and go for what i want to do most. If u are really with me, wish me luck please. I love all of u.. Thx.

A song so way back into time.
A song that totally explains how i feel.
A song which lyrics speaks for my heart.
A song which i wanna dedicate to you.

Open *YR* Heart
Westlife

I didn't mean to let you down
You have to believe it
I don't know what went through my mind
But now I can see

That I waited too long
To tell you how much it matters
Just to be right here with you
But I couldn't think of anything better
I should have told you so

Baby open your heart
Won't you give me a second chance
And i'll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
If you open your heart
To love me once again

I'll try to make it up to you
I want you to know
Baby I swear that I'll be true
And never let go
If I waited too long
To tell you how much it matters
Just to be right here with you
But I couldn't think of anything better
I should have told you so

Baby open your heart
Won't you give me a second chance
And i'll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
If you open your heart
To love me once again

We could relive this pain and sorrow
But we better do it in time
Start over here and save tomorrow
I wanna make you mine

Open your heart with a chance
And I'll be here forever
Open your heart and I'll care
And I will make you understand
Oh baby,
If you open your heart
To love me once again

Baby open your heart
Won't you give me a second chance
And I'll be here forever
Open your heart
Let me show you how much I care
And I will make you understand
If you open your heart
To love me once again

This is really a song that speaks out all that i feel inside.
Cant help to hope for u to open ur heart once again.
I've known i was lost and naive in the past.
But i just hope i do get another chance to show u my heart again.

(/Updated)

Aside from this song that i so wanna let her listen. i so wanna thank the following for making my birthday present with their effort and the personal messages from each of them. thx alot for the present. the only problem is..... i dunno where to keep it!!!! lols, guess i'll have to keep it in my heart liao lor.. lols... thx alot guys.

and now for the mushy, sweet and girlish present!!!! (but i like it. =x)

My box of ZARA~

My loves~

Am i cute or gay?(i'll go for cute.=x)

The hearts!!!

Alright, so all these lovely friends of mine, wrote their personal message on how they feel bout me and so on, to further save the trouble of me unfolding the hearts and read these personal message, im gonna write it here and share it with u guys!!! haha...

Timothy - my beloved dota pro.

Eye Candy 1 & 2 sioz. My one more pretty la. lol.
Next time must share more eye candy ah!
(sorry ah, im a changed man. =x lols...)

Dota Pro!!! Next time jio me more leh Lol!!!
You so lihai, potm pro leh,
we shall continue to play dota until one of us quit!
(hah, if im a dota pro, U're a dota god. =x)

Happy 19th birthday once again.
This is all for your belated pressie =x
(thank u so much!!!)

Next time at foodcourt 6
don't just eat western with extra bun or
"huan na jia"(/note, malay food in hokkien) LMAO!
Eat others!
(kkz, i'll try. BULKING!!!!)

So fast 2 years past le!!
thnx for being the joker
and the fun bringer in our clique!
One last year to go...
Ya La Ya La. =x
(come on lor, we have more years to go as friends k..)

Hey devoted guy,
hope u can find the one true love nah,
the one & only for u the! =)
so that you can be devoted to her!
(Finally, im being called devoted by u. lols. as for the true love, i really hope i have found it. ^^)

Edsmond - My beloved bitching partner.

When are you gonna show us
perfect and professional magic,
potential magician? lol.
你爸爸, 你妈妈! Lol.
(the day u stop being a bitch, is the day i show u perfect magic. =x. which in short means never in this life.)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
It's better to be late than never. lol.
If you open this last, then you're lucky.
If not, you'll be unlucky for the year.
Well, not really. XD
(this supports the point above, why i'll nvr be a perfect magician. BYATCH~ xD)

If you need English songs, get it from me. LOL!
Listen to more mordern songs!
New ones!
Haha! Next time you go K can sing a wider variety ah! lol.
(hah, now u see a pirated professional in the making. LOLs. jus joking. he got all his songs from Itunes. ^^ okay, u caught me, i lied. sobx)

Soccer Soccer Soccer!
But really, it's a little more difficult
now everyone is busy with their own thing.
lol. well take it my team rocks more then!
(hah, pray hard my team dun see this comment on my blog. If not, u're so dead +_+)

Seriously, it's been proven
that lazy people are more creative?
Are you..? Mhmm.
Lol. Continue to be, it is,
we need your creativity for our project!
(Ha, ha, ha. *sacastic laughter*. thx alot for the praise. LOLs.)

Well, for once, MAN U rocks kay?
lol. I trust Arsneal to stay in Champions League :p
(for the record, they rock since the start of time. lols. and may arsneal stay in champions league too. LOls.)

Reyern - My Fit Fit buddy.

When are you gonna get a "real" girlfriend? Har?
Don't always play with girls' heart liao, so call committed guy.
If you want your bro can help u find one de leh..
Don't need to thx, you are always welcome. >_<
(Obviously, Timo knows me better when it comes to love. Im devoted u ass.. lols.)

When are you not gonna be last min king bro?
time to chiong liao ok?
must try na.. work hard for your results..
Last minute don't always work you see..
Best wishes to you
学业进步
(U say until my results very jialat lik tt, ok ok mah.)

Girlfriend also never fold heart liao, still fold heart for you...
A GUY!! WTF?! Folding hears for you abit not right, or maybe is right na...
Becasue you are my 'lover' ma..
Always wrestling na, who to blame? *loves*
(u better pray hard ur girlfriend does not have link to my blog, or i'll be dead. lols.)

白白滑滑,相干 very good... You sure bo?
faster go gym na. Really need a gym buddy urgently.
Just kallang gym not good enough.. too far for me too..
train with me best.. fast progress...
(see, going national bodybuilding competiton hao lian liao lor.. LOLs... i'll try k?)

Hey bro, kinda late but still happy 19th birthday to you.
Known you more than 2 years liao, always talk cock only,
never serious but wat to do?
we are buddy byddy since cruise ship that time
是不是? So just accept it na.. Haha..
(ya la ya la, cruise ship la. rem? OUR TOP 5!!! lols...)

Even though we are not close as your secondary friends na..
but still hope we are somewhere nearby..
And not everything your secondary friends ok?
we are also important too alright..
Everytime your friends go out you very steady
but we ask you alot of excuses.
(Wat to do? this is life mah... lols, no la, u guys are impt too.. LOLS.. now bu shi keep outing wif u all le lor. dunno which CB never come for movie night. *thinks* that fucker...)

Priscilla - My silent guardian who cares.

Hey, Besides my boyfriend,
you are the 1st other guy to receive my 'LOVE' orh..
(on the fish)..
Haha, must keep it properly k?
(hah, pls, yun guang dun read my blog!!! im not in love with priscilla!!! but i think she is with me=x lols, joking!!)

Haha.. You are the 1st guy I know
(excluding Darren & Kuan Huai)
among the guyz orh..
The 1st brave 1 to come to
mingle with the "Bitches".. HaHa..
(let me get this straight. weren't u the one to come mingle wif me cause i was handsome? lols!! joking joking.. chill chill)

When with you alone, like in a train or Bus,
you become more like a counsellor than a joker.. =x
Quite like it.. HaHa.. More Quiet..
But smmtimes a little too quiet..
(maybe you tired ba.. HaHa)
(my counselling rates starts from SGD1.50/min. ^^v. come to me whenever u like. LOLS.)

HaHa... got once at fern house,
i roll until like one ball like that..
Then you throw me your jacket..
THOUGH is THROW, still very nice of you larz..
HaHa.. THANKZ...
(somehow i feel weird with you writing this.. is it a love hint? lols...)

OMG! When i jus get to know you
(probably less than a week?)
Me, You & Darren go repair our com..
Then you start telling me
"You cannot despise your bf if he watches Porn..
Cuz all guyz does that!"
What an impression man!
(hmmm did i say that? alright, i did.. =x)

HEY TAN JIAN!!!
Are you a Closet Mugger?
Y your results so good?!
Why Why WHY!!!
HaHa=P
(now im confused, u say my results good, reyern say mine lousy? so who's right? lols... and btw, u forget my AN.)

The PPT you made for your Ex-GF.. HaHa..
Made me cry ok.. Not bad orh..
So lang man.. HaHa..
I still say"if som1 make this for me, I sure won't want to break de.."
If i see now mah~ hmmm..
(lols, thanks for praising but, its over le.. lols, now jus hope -unoewho- noe my feelings jiu hao.)

Fernie - My Girl (space) friend hall-of-fame

Just wanna wish you a very happy Nineteenth birthday my dear!
I hope you like this present..
A silly idea of mine =x
None of us have done this for anyone before, I believe?
All these hearts show how much we LOVE you =D
Note: there are 119 hearts. 19yo (but 19 hearts = pathetic so we + 100 =P)
Thank you for being a part of my life and forming the bulk of my mens in Poly life =)
The past two years would not have been as amazing if it weren't for your presence!
You're really blessed with this natural ability to bring a smile
to anyone's face almost anytime, yknw?
So continue to spread your warmth okay! Stay Joyous =)=)=)
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE *hugs*
(ahhhh, firstly thx for the confession but no, i'll have to reject you. ><)

ANNNKLE LOCKKK
Pure Victimization man...
But i must admit it's quite fun though it
can hurt pretty bad at times.
Still, im not afraid, bring it on!!!! =p
(u asked for it, remember!)

Your body clock is almost as screwed up
as mine, whether it is during hols or not.
(just that it;s worse when its holidays)
Haha we need some serious resetting!
(tell me about it, i'm trying so hard man..)

First person i withdrew 1000bux with!
10th Feb'09@3a.m.
It's really rare to find someone who'll do this kinda
mildly crazy stuff/bullshit with me, lmfao ^^
SPONTANEITY RULES & SO DO YOU *loves*
(Do i need you to remind me that i rule? lols.. well ofcourse, u can withdraw it wat. rich girl mah someone.)

NaruHina =)
If i'm not mistaken, i think it's anime which
indirectly brought us closer because you
used to (still do) stay up and watch till
damn late (now not anime, movies bah?)
and i was the only owl online to acc you!
(hah, im not sure if its anime but im sure that its virtual reality that kinda kickstart our friendship. Horays for world wide web!!!)

Okay i know this is damn lame but this is
really deeply etched in my mind x_x
"old ahma blasting umbrella
old ahgong blasting metallica
& punk rocker listening to Fei Yu Qing"
(i'm so looking forward to the rocker part. lols. Public transport! here i come!!)

Remember the piggybank?
Well, i will always remember you for teasing me
about my size (BEBLL)!!!
(well bui eh bui liu liu, u're right, even till now im still teasing.. hehe)

... K la, let you win~~
(ah, this is hard for 3rd parties to understand so, uhhmms, nvm bout this. lols. Its a verbal war btw me and fernie bout condensation in the early morning if u must noe.)

We always end up talking mote than studying -
BUT I LOVE IT =D
P.S. i think you're the person whom i've eaten
the most Macs breakfasts with! LOL.
(well, HUURAY!!! is that considered an achievement? lols..)

"I gave God the high-five!"
Classic joke siaaa xD
Thanks ah....... THANKSXZ
(well the joke was,"fernie is so fat that when i walk over her, i gave God the high-five!"
Get it? good for u.. U mean u dun get it? go and die den. LOLS.. joking read it from the top 10 times and u will get, if not, read it 10 more times.)

You always manage to crack me up,
even when the joke's on me -.-
HAHAHA but still, thanks for being my 开心果(sort of)
(well, i will try my best to play practical jokes on others too k?
well, on the other hand, i doubt it. LOLS.)

Best boy(space)friend:
Thank you for being my confidante
and for treating me as one too!
I'm happy to have met you and treasure
our friendship very very much =)
(well thx for listening to me and supporting me,
even though i piss u off sometimes. LOLS. but who cares?=x)

And Finally, i've come to the end. so many thoughts my friends has, well i bet this jus took over as the longest post i have le bah. lols..
On a last note, Congratulations for those who have reached this point.
By the time u finished this sentence, u have jus read 2,583 words-long post that is written by me.
An Achievement one can't ignore. ^^v

Just for you~

2009-03-26T13:26:00.000-07:00

(/Note: Sorry to bore u readers with my emotional post these few days but this blog i have is the only available platform for me to say something i dare without facing her. If u know me, u know i love her. this is a post for her. So pls, spare me a moment of private time i can give with her here.)

I wonder if u might be reading this.
but i have to take a chance.

This Picture of Mickey and Minnie might no longer mean much.
but deep down inside
the feeling of giving u support
like the Mickey and Minnie is so real.

Time did not allow us a chance to be together.
Fate did not allow us a chance to try.
Destiny wanted to bring us together and tear us apart.

But

If u know me well
U know I'm a Challenger.
A decider of my own fate.
A fighter till the clock fails me.

Being the reckless fighter i am
I'm sad to have admit that I've made mistakes in my life.

I've regretted not listening to my closest friends.
I've regretted not giving myself the chance to learn to trust.
I've regretted not being able to act like a 18 year old.
I've regretted not being able to show u the love inside me.
I've regretted all that has happen.
And that includes
Letting u go.

Endless months i told myself u will be happy.
Endless months i told myself I'll get over.
Endless months i told myself u have found love.
Endless months i told myself it's time to move on.

But

I realise that u might not be so happy.
I realise that i cant get over.
I realise that u may not have found true love.
I realise that i cant move on.

Now i know
What its like to be in love.
What its like to be in True love

The Warmth i feel when u were around me.
The Confidence i feel when u smiled at me.
The Security i feel when we hugged each other tight.
The Joy i feel when we walked hand in hand.
The Peace i feel when u lie in my arms.
Are all way back into the past.

Never in life did i have such feelings for anyone.
Never in life had i cried so much for anyone.
Never in life had i fret so much for anyone.
Never in life had i cared so much for anyone.
And by anyone, my family does not match up to u.

Maybe this is the effect of true love.
The Effect that make me place u as the most important
at that point in my life.
And still at this point of my life.

I know I may be foolish.
I may be dumb.
But before i'm out,
I wanna give it all out.

So here my girl, this is for u.
The tears u shed
eases the pain.
For the pain in my heart,
is fading away.

The hopes that we had,
were not just the past.
For the hopes that we had,
is still in my heart.

The feelings inside,
has always been deep.
But since u've been gone,
it's deeper den deep.

Here i am,
still fearing inside.
Hoping one day,
U'll just come inside.

Touching my heart,
loving me still.
For its me to u.
I really love you.

I know what i said yesterday was tough.
But i just did not want anything bad to happen to you.
Hope u do know why i wanted to do that.

I'm really trying my best to make sure i dun make another mistake.
I trying my best, to do all i can.
To touch u again, to let u noe that i care.
To just have a chance to be part of ur life again.

And hereby i swear by the name of Tan Jian An,
that all i mentioned above are nothing but the truth.
If any of those turns out false.
Den may i suffer a horrible death

I was loving you then.
And is loving you now.
Can i walk this path with u
together again....

My 50th post

2009-03-25T13:09:00.000-07:00

I saw a moth on my way home.. Is it my grandparents cause i believed it kinda follow me for awhile. If u are really one of my grandparents, thx for the visit. I love u even though my memories cant take me very far. But, i noe i was a great grandson to u grandpa since i came in first in kindergarden 1 and made u proud before u leave, and as for grandma, i never stopped loving u even in ur dying moments. thats why u all loved me so much!!!! *chuckles* U jus made me walked out of the misery i was feeling.. ^^ love u 2 so much..

If only.....

If only we met jus a bit later.
If only we met earlier.

If only he did not come between us.
If only he came between us 3 months later.

If only u knew how i felt deep down.
If only u hanged on to me in our darkest times.

If only i had a bit more confidence.
If only i had been a stronger person.

If only i knew what i did was a great mistake.
If only i had someone to guide me along.

If only i had shared my thoughts with u in my darkest times.
If only i had put in more effort to salvage the situations.

If only u believe i would change for u.
If only u walked this path with me.

If only we expressed our love.
If only we said "i love u" more.

If only u noe i may be the guy for u.
If only u noe u're the girl for me.

If only i had a chance.
If only i can turn back time.

If only i had a shot right now.
If only i can win u now.

If only i was yours.
If only u were mine.

If only, All these "If only(s)" are not just "If only(s)".
If only, If only~

Tan Jian An

*/edited: Just wanna know wat is going on, know wat the truth is all about. and for the record. I'm touched. U noe who u are.. =)*

Love~ Smiles is meaningless unless one cries.

2009-03-23T14:09:00.001-07:00

(Note: this is a post that i feel is hard to understand unless u understand my way of writing. I personally feel that my style of writing sucks and the thoughts that im trying to get across to u all would be much better if i put it in a speech. HAHA.. btw, this post is kinda long since its 1481 words long inclusive of these note, the longest i've ever written i guess?)

Love.
An easy 4-letter word to spell.
A word hard to define.
A word one can't live without.

During the recent chalet, i was given the opportunity to have small private talks with my friends. Be it a few minutes long, or an hour long, i've learned that in this world, Love is not just bringing u and me together, but is also breaking people apart.

A great friend of mine broke down in front of me, showing me his weak side for the first time due to kinship. Another broke down into tears with an aching heart, for the sorrows his beloved girl is being put through. Yes, love does destroy one, but as long as one stands up firmly after the fall, many find themselves stronger to run a longer distance.

Like how i believe one has to lose something to treasure it, one den again has to feel sorrows before he can truly understand the beauty of smiles. Same goes for love, one has to feel dejected, heartbroken and what not, before he/she can truly understand the blessing he/she is being given - the blessing to love and be loved in return.

Yes, there are people out there claiming that they treasure all that they are having but the point that i am trying to point is this. Yes, u may have acknowledge ur luck or fortune that u have a great family, a great lover and a great life. But how much do u actually treasure it? how much do u noe about having wat u have?

How many of us out there actually finish our bowl of rice out there without leaving a grain of rice behind? Do u really understand the pain the famine infested countries feel and the magic this one grain of rice does?

How many of us love our parents? How many of us dare put up our hands and said we never wished for our parents to just shut the fuck up? Now how many of us have parents leaving us to fend for ourselves since our childhood memories serve us?

How many of u out there have been through a broken family? One where the mother and father no longer feels love for the other. One where the parents are divorced. One where the parents hid lies from u for years and years and u only found out the truth from a 3rd party?

How many of us actually love our life partners? How many of you have ur loved ones walked out on you when all you did was just a mistake a lilttle to big? How many have lost our loved ones realising that the one they truly love wasn't u all along? How many of u gave ur true heart out and realise wat u get back was only jus puppy love?

The point im trying to put across is, i have been thru what those whom i mentioned above have gone thru before. Some in the exact scenrio, some in a simillar one. That is why, i feel the fear they feel inside. That is why, i feel the excruciating pain inside. And that is why, i noe all they need is a little hope that gives them the courage, power and confidence to stand from this little fall. None can actually understand the pain that they are going true, unless u have been there, done that.

I mean, i can't understand the pain one feels where one loses both his/her parents at a young age and having to live the rest of their life alone. i can't understand the pain one feels when he/she have to live with either the father or mother for the rest of the life without seeing the other again for a long time. Yes i dun, but i have parents whose love for one another has vanished. The care and concern which brought them together lost somewhere in outer space. Maybe i dun feel the pain they feel, but i am able to relate to them due to where i am.
I can't understand how its like to lose someone u loved due to an accident or how its like to lose someone u loved when u dunno why u lost him/her in the first place. But i do understand how it's like to see ur loved ones heading back to the arms of their previous loved ones and how's its like to see them sad not because of u, but because of their previous partners. i noe, Devastating.

That is why, i hate people when trying to calm others down, trying to console one another use the words "i feel u" (even when the person being consoled is not me) because u FUCKING dun feel him.

Dun come running to him saying u feel him, and bringing urself to his level when u have a happy family and he does'nt. Dun come running saying u feel him when he is all out of love when his loved one has just chosen his love rival unless u had trekked this sorrow path before. Dun use "i feel u" as and when u like because sometimes, life jus dun allow us to experience every single thing in life. Just like how i can't ask a smoker to quit smoking simply because i dun smoke, unless i was a previous smoker. Just like how our mum can have us shut down our com while we are in the middle of an intense "DOTA" or "L4D" because she has not been addicted to that game.

The point of this post is not to vent my frustration towards those who have failed to make me a better person in my darkest times. (i mean, how many of u do actually have the privilege to see me in my darker moments? =x) But to state my tots on the importance of the usage of "i feel u" because if taken wrongly, one may take these words with sarcasm into it, making the situations worse.

Like how~
A millonaire will never realise the the joy of a commoner striking a $10,000 lottery.
A talented runner will never realise the joy of a 110kg man running an A for his 2.4km NAFA
A person who can sleep peacefully at night will never realise the joy an insomniac have if he is able to sleep peacefully even if its just 2 hours.
Reason? the former have never been to where the latter were.

One can never realise the importance of the love u have unless u have been out of love before in any given scenerios.

I mean yes u might have realised it and treasured love but wat im talking here is two different levels of relisation.
Knowing wat u have is one thing, Knowing wat u have because u have lost it before is another. Get it?

With this goes for the same to all of u reading this post.
Dun feel dejected because of wat u are going through. Afterall, one does not realise how lucky he or she is able to smile genuinely if they had never truly experienced sorrows before.

The sorrows that u are going thru now are going to make u enjoy the joy u'll get afterwards, ONLY if u do manage to walk to the end of ur current path.

To all those having problems in their life, dun fret, think positive and make it a learning and growing process, for me myself, is also currently having a problem that has presented itself to me during the chalet.
But im glad, for this is a test, to see whether if im matured enough to handle this problem and get wat i want in the end, or let her slip past me another time.
Im not sure, Im confused, Im kinda lost? but im sure i've grown mentally and emotionally since the last time and is able to handle this situation like how it should be handled i hope?

With that, i hope for the best, to all of u and ultimately, to me as well.

May my grandparents up in heaven grant me the wish i've made the past year. And let that incident be a blessing in disguise and the days to come be the blessing i've been waiting for.

Remember, Cry if u must since it will den make ur Smiles in time to come more enjoyable and memorable.

Afterall, A World with Smiles is no longer Meaningful without Cries.

Blue Koala for the win~~~

2009-03-22T16:19:00.000-07:00

Weee got this fortune telling thing from fernie that jus needs our name, gender and bdae and it tells so much about us.. scary... LOLs... here goes...

Tan Jian An
06/02/1990

Blue Koala person gives an impression of being very idyllic, reminding of the times when we were running around the countryside as children.
(does not necessarily mean childish)

You are like a cotton shirt without any extravagance, and therefore, give a straight forward impression.
(i guess so?)

Nevertheless, you are rather short tempered and can act impulsively.
(i am short-tempered but i seldom show my temper.)

You tend to control your temper, but once it rises, you will act impulsively even if everyone else is opposing you.
(hah, the prove is here. lols.)

You can be open and kind to people.
(this is open for discussion. =x)

But once it is about yourself, your emotions can experience ups and downs.
(this is so true de lor, currently at my downs now. *sighs*)

If you are with someone whom you feel safe, you tend to be selfish.
(which explains my insecurities in past relationship. wait does that mean it cannot be changed? sobx =((( ah!!!! i beg to differ. lols.)

Nevertheless, your sensitivity sharpens, and your points of view is unique.
(hah, which explains why people say i'm full of bullshit.)

Although you have few weaknesses, you are good at socializing, and can have conversation taking into account time, place and occasion.
(i believe good socializing = talkative in my case, right?)

Your instinct is not strong, so you are weak on decision making, and can become self-righteous.
(this is true as i usually sit on the fence when group decisions are being made.)

You can not break friendships and promises.
(hmm, wow this is true.)

This accumulates popularity, and you will be able to carry on work in order.
(i'm a superstar.. WOOOO~)

There could be a storm coming up around the time you get to your middle ages.
(does middle age refers to 30-40s? that means i have 10 more years of calm sea only?)

But if you can overcome it, there will be greater successes waiting.
(if this is going to be true, im so gonna overcome it. eh wait, does not overcoming it refers to me ending up suicidal or unable to solve the problem?)

U see, true eh.. OMG.. and that is jus my colour for my animal, the basic traits of Koalas are....

1. Koalas need time to space out
(cant really comment on this =x)

2. Koalas can be the life of the party
(i guess this is quite true since im always making a fool of myself. lols..)

3. Koalas base a decision on whether or not it will be fun
(hah, Poly was chosen cause i noe it will be fun, NET is my current part time job cause of its lively and cheerful atmosphere. FUN - didnt noe this word will affect me this much.)

4. Koalas love warm places
(which is why i am singapore i gues?)

5. Are Koalas calculating?
(hmmmmm, im the one who usually do the borrowing, not the lending, no further comments.)

6. Koalas are good at playing tricks and not getting caught

7. Koalas are the master of the excuse
(So true la. Bet u need no comments if u noe me well enough. teehee.)

8. Koalas are suspicious
(tell me about it, anything bad that happens, its always me. haiz... sad life...)

9. Koalas won't enter competitions they will lose
(who plays to lose? not me and many others out there. lols..)

10. Koalas are oddly romantic
(ah haha, Romantic sioz... I'm a Romeo man.. =x)

And there u go, pretty true eh? haha.. alright then now its time for u to try it den..
Click me

Simply amazing how one's name and birthday tells us so much about ourselves.. Fascinating.

Chalet~~

2009-03-21T22:13:00.000-07:00

Weeee, back from the 2nd chalet, which was PP bdae chalet, first being my class chalet with my awesome DTRM01 class.. wa haha... Anw, pp chalet was lotsa fun and laughter even though we didnt do anything much throughout the 3days2Night... =(

Well had fun catching wif Benjamin Henson Yeo Rui Xiang(i believe im right) since his 3years of disappearance from the salau scene.. lols... Also, Had laughter making a fool of Yun Rui and Siok Yi a.k.a. Chio Ga Peng and Ba Zhang respectively.. =x lols... Besides that had a great time bullying the minors there who are peiping's and yunrui's younger sister, and Junjie(not pp bf btw). An eyeopener to see pp's secondary girls clique friends, Jasmine and Shuyi. Not to forget, an enjoyable heart to heart talk times with the ah beng of all times Jun Jie(this is pp's bf) well, after knowing him deep down, u realise he is one of a kind, i guess? lols.. And last but not list, the Beachers who consist of Peiping, Weisheng, Xiaxin, Ivan, Sherman, Martin, Yongling, Shenzi, Zhengzhong, Yingting and Aloysius. yipee~~~ lols..

First night was a fucking disaster i tell you, Vomitters everywhere. LOLs... The names of those who had vomit shall not be disclosed so as to save them from public humiliation.. *eyes gleamed* lols... but i was the Maria of all times man. lols, wiping of the vomit, washing the sheets with the vomit stain, dragging and carrying the vomit, washing stained clothes, attending to the vomiting and so much more.. LOLs, i swear to myself i will die die put this part in so i will make myself look so damn good which in actual fact is the TRUTH!!! lols.. Well, nonetheless, all the drunkards had fun with the exception of 2 i guess? Guy and a Girl Respectively. haiz... Chillz... but the problems were gone soon!! i hope?

Drinking time~~

Den 2nd Night was BBQ night with lot of other guests and fun i suppose with all the fire starting, oh, speaking of fire starting, I, Tan Jian An am proud to be the official Fire starter for the BBQ of that night.. LOLS.. ok la i noe nothing much to hao lian but eh, first time i start fire dao so pro lor.. lols... And the BBQ began.. After which nothing much special happen. LOLs.. Just, pure cooking, joking, eating and drinking. LOLS...

A part of the Group~

She's the Gal~

Peiping~ Happy Bdae Si lau bu.. lols.. all the best to u and *ahem*. me? lols... joking... him la.. lols...
JunJie~ May u fucking control ur temper and be a gentleman and may u NOT walk on the path i took when i was in ur shoes.. ^^
Ivan~ To be able to do everything that we have said when we were having a bad time at the BBQ pit. Bet u noe i can do and Bet on urself u can too.
ZhengZhong~ May u beat the hell out of Anista or whoever that fucker name is u said. Beat the crap out of him!

And for all others out there, May happiness be there for u whenever, wherever u need it. Rem, no one dies a virgin, cause life's fucked up-Jeffery Ngo. Stand STRONG!!!!

MUSIC QUIZ

2009-03-16T09:58:00.000-07:00

well got the music quiz from eds again... wa damn eds is good la, next time jus see wat his blog post, i copy paste nia.. LOLs... he post abt sch life i jiu post about sch life. he post about projects sucks,i sure do so. But, if he post abt going geylang and have a time of his life, i doubt i can post cause im very guai de.. lols..

So basically i think wat we are suppose to do is to put our mp3 player in random mode and ans the question in order, after which, play the player and the tittle of the songs will be the answer of the question. den i guess we have to establish some link with the questions and answers bah, not very sure but here goes, i hope its fun since eds said its fun.. LOL...

Describe yourself?
Face Down - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
*haha, i guess sometimes, i do feel shy or embarrassed by my actions. LOLs*

What do people feel when they're around you?
回到过去 - 周杰论
*i guess they feel nostalgic with me? I must have been a person that always provide ppl with *good* memories i guess?*

Describe your current relationship?
Moment of Truth - FM Static
*haha, will be so good if i had a relationship now la, but oh wells, i dun =(*

Where would you like to be right now?
Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
*hah, i doubt so, but i dun mind the lying beside u part. LOLS...*

How do you feel about love?
Right Here Right Now - High School Musical
*Alamak, love song of all time la. Can u imagine, wat would happen, if we could have any dreams... LOls.. yeap, so true, love is where u are is where i should be too!!*

What is your life like?
The Little Things Give you Away - Linkin Park
*Hmmm this is a tough one i guess, life always have ups and downs.*

What would you wish for if you only had one wish?
Perfect World - Simple Plan
*hahaha, No terrorist, no Hate, no global warming, No education = perfect world ^^v*

How would you describe yourself?
No More Sorrows - Linkin Park
*weeee, i guess im a happy go lucky person bah, NO sorrows!!!!!!*

What do you look for in a girl?
Dream Big - David Cook
*So true, big boobs, super slim waistline, long legs, pretty face. afterall, wats the use in dreaming if u dun dream big. LOLS*

How do you feel today?
1234 - Plain White T's
*i guess today is a repetitive day for me bah? lols, repetitive lik 1,2,3,4. damn*

What's your life's purpose?
When I'm With You - Faber Drive
*haha, guess my life purpose its to be forever with everyone i love. friends, family, ah so many ppl i wanna be with. lols..*

What is your motto?
半兽人 - 周杰论
*wat is this suppose to mean? that sometimes we need to act as cultured beings and sometimes barbaric? well, maybe? who noes, lols..*

What do your friends think of you?
Valentine's Day - Linkin Park
*hah, I'mmmmmmmmmmmm sure i am a romantic to all my friends, though i noe, im so gonna get flamed for this.. LOLS..*

What do you think of your parents?
Save You - Simple Plan
*LOls, are they saving me? or am i saving them? -open for discussion-*

What do you think about very often?
Somewhere over the Rainbow - Jason Castaro
*i guess this means i dream too much and hallucinate way too much. Rainbows, HERE I COME!!!*

What do you think of your best friend?
Radios in Heaven - Plain White T's
*Fuck u man, i dun wan my best friend to die ok.. well if THEY(i have many best friends) do, i'll be sure to bring my singing to them in heaven!!!*

What do you think of the person you like?
Total Eclipse of the Heart - Westlife
*Holy MAMA, i guess this fits it so much, if only our hearts could be of an eclipse, but boohoo, guess not =x*

What is your life story?
In Pieces - Linkin Park
*haha, my life is in pieces of Good and Bad moments*

What do you want to be when you grow up?
最长的电影 - 周杰论
*Weee, a MOVIE STAR starring in the longest movie, i wun ask more than that. LOLS*

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park
*wa, sounds so emo, i guess when i see her, she will be the shadow in a hot day for me, makes me feel coool.. yup, tt must be it. ^^v*

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Won't Go Home Without You - Maroon 5
*haha, see if my wife drinks till she doesnt want to head home, i'll definitely dance to this.. =x*

What will play at your funeral?
倒带 - 蔡依林
*haha, ppl are so gonna miss me that they wish time will rewind? lols, im so touched.. sobx.. love u all*

Biggest fear?
The Time of My Life - David Cook
*WTF? why should i fear the peak of my life? maybe, i guess i fear for it to end. ya must be... *

Biggest secret?
Broken - Secondhand Serenade
*haha, tt's so true, even though im smiling and joking always, i'm broken inside, so pity me pls.. LOLS... im jus joking.. ^^v*

Welll thats it, the music quiz, was indeed fun. LOls, considering somethings are so coincident. LOL, thx edsmond. U guys reading this should try it too man.. GOGOGO!

American idol season 8!!

2009-03-13T06:11:00.000-07:00

Back from stayover at fernie's house watchng movies. Well The Mist was the show we watched, brilliant masterpiece which had depth and meaning in every moment and second. The reason how humans will behave in the gravest situation we can put them in.
Put more than 2 humans in a dark room and scare the shit out of them, they'll pick sides and when that happens, u see how primitive humans can be. No matter wat, we were once from this primitive origin. A beautiful masterpiece. 9.8/10. watch it.

And im back cathing up on the american idol i've missed as they finally hit the big stage.
DAZZLING is the word. this season is arguably the best in the history of american idol. Nvr had i been impressed with so many contestants on the first episode. LOLs...
Adam Lambert, Danny Gonkey, Alexis, Megan and so much more. Power packed performance after one another. Im gonna tell u this, Simon gave so many positive remarks tat night, i almost tot he has gone bonkers. I mean, in the past season, seldom did he used the word "brilliant" or "Fantastic" on contestants on the First Big stage episode. Not to exaggerate but he actually said Adam Lambert's performance was one that was of a different league from wat he heard the entire night. Now~ there is some substance in this season right. So remember to catch it every wednesday night on channel 5. They rule! im so gonna but my money on Adam Lambert and Danny Gonkey making it to a all guys final but then again, those were actually the words from paula abdul with simon reminding her that there is still 10 weeks left to the finals.. OMG... so excited and looking forward to this season, and u guys definitely should! Just to get u going, ive found some performances by this season's contestant and let u have a feel if u missed it.

Alexis Grace - Dirty Diana

Megan Corkrey - Rockin Robbin

Danny Gokey - PYT (pretty young thing

This performance is stunning, esp the nah nah nah part.

Adam Lambert - Black and White

This is the performance that was out of the league!!!!

Now with the first week being the Michael Jackson week. Wat more can we expect. American Idol, Im so gonna fall in love with u... WEEEEEE
Sing sing sing my friends.

True~~

2009-03-07T02:47:00.000-08:00

Finally decide to take this personality test again after seeing so many people did it, i think i did it myself b4, but aiya so bored wif work and nothing else, might as well just do it again.. lols... here goes...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

haha, and i do realise im straightforward and this almost get me into trouble most of the time. haha efficient problem solver, maybe? need 3rd person views on this though.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Lol, romantic, hmmmm, thinks so bah? =x haha, always afraid to let the right one slip past so think of alot of ideas.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

This is so true which is why people always refer me to a flirt everytime since i fall in love so fast, FFFFUUUUCCCCKKK~~~~~ lols, its now time to slow things down again....

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

now this tells me im a flirt, lols... k la maybe im a flirt but i committed de lehz... =x wonder if i have any admirers now? lols... better not be u noe who.. bet fernie and co. noe who that person better not be. *cross fingers*

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

HAHA, fucking true, i personally believe tt the tourism diploma is a piece of bullshit since tourism sector is an industry that works only if u have working experience, the diploma only helps u get into a low ranking job to begin with. maybe a slight edge above the rest IMO.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

ya la ya la. so true, a norm job with rather steady pay will do for me, but hmmmm, if i get a chance to be working in a high position, i'll gladly take it!

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

lols, kinda true, always wanted to work at an IT Fair but always afraid that my sales figures will be the worst, so kinda lik give up hope on that good paying P/T job.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Independace is important to me but i jus cant be independent, way too bad for me la...

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

ALAMAK, do i really give good advise? lols, i do give advice la, but good or bad, up to the receiver to decide lo... but i believe i am kinda honest la... kinda.. =x

well in short, got the idea to post from edsmond cheong since i saw him commenting on every single *fortune cookie slips* so hey thx eds, got another new post le.. LOL...

its hard

2009-03-01T10:28:00.000-08:00

Well, its isn't easy after all i guess...

Memories that are just too hard to forget...

I know i can do it, but it just take time...

Just wondering how long will it take...

And maybe how long will she take..?

Best of luck to us...

May god give a second, or rather a 3rd chance...

^^v

all out of love

2009-02-27T10:28:00.000-08:00

Well, thats it... once again... all has come to a halt.

The times that were sweet,
The times that were beautiful,
The times that we once laugh as one symphony,
The times that we chat till the morning sun,
The times that we enjoyed each other company,
Are nothing but memories now.

If the zodiac signs says im on a love streak or going to have a flourishing love relationship, im assured now that its nothing more than a piece of BS.. Maybe im still new to the year of cow but, hey maybe its time i believed in myself and realize that things dun go smoothly as always.

Just days ago chats of love and relationship excites me cause i tot these talks may actually be relevant to me but i guess, ill have to save this knowledge for future use le bah. =x

Time and time again i kept reassuring to myself that she's the one for me, she's just busy with her stuffs and studies.
Time and time again i kept telling myself that i will get a diploma and do well in the future to assure her that im a capable guy and im good for her.
Time and time again, ah fuck, there is no more time left. Time just played its biggest prank on me again.

But to think again, actually, time has jus let me realised how precious these times with her were to me. well im still glad i get the chance to go after her and she did give me a chance afterall, maybe i jus did'nt capitalise it like how soccer strikers don't capitalise on their scoring chances. right? so, i guess im safe to assume that i have no regrets bah, after all, we were not even in a relationship. hehe...

Well since its all over i guess i have no reason to refer the girl as her again and if u are reading my blog now, i hope u do get to read this next paragraph.

Hew JieQi, thanks for all your time that u have shared with me. Even though we never have been together, but im sure we had some memorable time together chatting in the middle of the night and sending u home. i hope? nonetheless, i wish u all the best in your future endeavors and hope u get to have a love life u dreamed of. the only regret i have is that i cant be the one involved in ur love life. No matter what, thanks for "hugs" and "kisses" and im sure u'll get ur real love one day. Dun be a blur sotong anymore k? All the best to ur studies and may u have enough sleep from now on. Lastly, jus wanna tell u that Im still loving u and still clinging to that silver lining. *hugs*.

Well, with that, may all couples have a happy year ahead...

Lost generation

2009-02-25T11:56:00.000-08:00

Found it on Yan Wen's blog, simply breathtaking and beautiful...
This video gives me reasons to view things in a more positive way...
We have hope guys, Cherish life!!!

im 62 kg!!!

2009-02-24T05:18:00.000-08:00

WOOOOOOOOOW..... its gonna be a short short post....

Im freaking 62kg.. lols... so much so for a lean frame eh.. =x

Oh btw, visited SG flyer fast food for dinner today, update when i have the pics... =x

David Beckham

2009-02-20T05:28:00.000-08:00

Well, only a few more days to the official end of my poly 2nd year. hehe. its all coming to an end.. WEEEEEEEEE.... happy happy ^^v. this few days had nothing to do and started a movie spree with the program funshion... so cool, and in my opinion better than PPS due to the larger database of movies dating back to 1980s and also nice quality for a streaming program, well if u are interested, feel free to download the soft ware from, http://movie.funshion.com/download/. well do take note that this is a P2P software so it will be faster den direct downloads.. lols...

Was surfing youtube a few days ago and found a great documentary about the guy who inspired me to love soccer and Manchester United. David Beckham.. Nothing much for me to say since the 20 min show talk about his ups and downs so.. never knew beckham had to go through so much in his england days. well he was indeed a good captain i must say, but just an unlucky one not to be able to lift a major trophy. there u go, enjoy~~

Happy belated bday and Valentine

2009-02-14T04:51:00.001-08:00

Back from my wonderful wonderful outing with her... =x but b4 that shall update with bout ytd as well..

Ytd was the celebration of my bday with my school clique and after our GEMS presentation,headed to giraffe cafe for our dinner, well nothing much cept that we feel that one of the staff is kinda byatch to us in her service esp with her F-uped smile, but who cares.. LOL... anw, the pics of the meal~~~ oh and fernie was too camera shy so she didnt get into the pic... bloody her, keeps thinking she's too big for the frame of the camera.. come on la, its jus ur face, shuld not be that bad... >_< joking~~~~ =x *peace*

toooooooo bad reyern did not managed to join us so we 2 can celebrate our bdaes together since his is on 15 feb and im on 6 feb, bet he wans a celebration to himself, thats why he choose not to join us ytd. lols..

After which, went shopping for presents at Plaza Singapura and im glad ive found wat i wanted to give her.. wa haha.. and then,after my assemblings picked up from data pulse, this is wat i get, wa haha......

After that woke up today and realise that my present actually lacks personal touch to it, so decided to add my personal art flair to the present. =x and i got this,

Drawing is hard man, redrawed it alot of times till the errors are being kept to a minimum, hope she likes it, or maybe love it.. haha... =x think she does? but only she noes, anw, i got something back... happy lik siao only.. haha...

Well met her for around 3+ hours and Jurong Point, though we did not do much but i was happy enough jus to spend time with her, cause she is super duper busy de la... hope can ask her out again.. Best of luck to her in her JC studies.. STRAIGHT A's 2 years from now.. lols...

And with that, i wish all existing couples a blissful and happy relationship and all those who havent to have their fated ones come as soon as possible, Happy Valentine to all my fellow friends...

P/S. i got a freaking huge "pimple" like thingy on my tummy that is hurting lik mad... Fuck pimples...

Curious Case of BB

2009-02-10T03:55:00.001-08:00

WOOOOO~~~~ finally the end of my tests!!! wa hahaha.... but still 2 more exams to go, damn.....
well nonetheless, my clique went to had fun at plaza singapura had lunch at Carls Jr. and watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons. A relatively good movie i would say but u have to be patient to be able to understand the plot and enjoy it. After the movie went Gelare to had a little bite with the courtesy of FERNIE!!!! she treated us la.. lols, so cool.. oh ya and btw, did i mention that she is the first person that i accompany to withdraw a freaking SGD1000 from an ATM machine? lols... well here's the review of TCCOBB

Basically this is a boring movie for many but i kinda enjoyed the development. Random jokes here and there in the movie that cracked the audience up.
The story actually revolves around a guy (Benjamin Button) born with a rare disease that causes him to grow old the young way. well if u see the trailer u will noe what i mean. Interesting to watch is his mental age and his body age are of total opposites so funny scenes of and old man playing with small toys and a young guy with a body age of 6 suffering from amnesia.

Overall Rating 9/10 - a great movie if u have time to spare since total screen time is around 2hrs40min. Definitely a movie for u and ur pals, u definitely dun wanna watch this alone. Excellent character development and screenplay with the only downside that there lacks a climax scene that will get ur heart thumping.

New year summary

2009-02-07T22:45:00.000-08:00

Whew~~~ a very hectic week with new year celebrations and visits and of course the last minute chionging of HSS.. lols...

Well new year has been entertaining for me at least with fewer visits but a change of environment in the family gather with my 2nd aunt being the host now.. she did cooked some nice dishes for us and Weiming (表哥) gave us a surprise by calling for a lion dance in his house since it was the first time 5 families were gathered in a family with The Big Brother (大叔), the Second brother who is my father （二叔）, the Small brother（三叔）, The Second Aunt（二姑） and lastly my Small aunt（小姑）. Well have a lot of fun catching up with my cousins especially The Sin Sisters (Sin Wee, Sin Yee and Sin Lee) and also my Jin Cousins (Jin Hui and Jin Kang) since we havent been in contact for a long time. LOLs.. Why did i leave my Wei cousins (Wei Ming and Wei Hao)out? cause i have been meeting them throughout the year so im not so much of missing them.
A fun night i suppose and pictures to follow.
Thats before most of the kids are in...

And after the kids are in..

And a few days ago was my 19th birthday, thank u all for all ur wonderful wishes and messages.. really appreciate it.. haha... Best wishes comes from u noe who so i shall not say who is it.. LOLs... i noe kinda retarded but who cares?

Well with that i shall end my post, with another wish...
HAPPY NEW YEAR, i noe its super duper late but who cares, 15 days of new year right? haha.. enjoy while u can~~~~
Exams start tml, DAMN~~~

Inkheart

2009-01-29T09:09:00.000-08:00

Well, a day with my beachers yesterday, after school went home slacked awhile before heading to Marina Square and catch a movie. Haiz, something unfortunate happen to pei ping's family so she had no choice but to leave us.

Deepest condolences to your beloved Grandfather.

After sending her to the train, went to catch Inkheart with the remaining buddies. An great movie to watch actually.. well here's my review.

This story actually revolves around the main actor and her daughter who is a silvertongue (meaning that by reading out aloud, they can bring wat they read aloud to life in our world). And in the process of reading aloud a book tittled INKHEART, the main lead actually brought the villians of the book into the world and now Capricon (main villan) is planning to take over the world with the "forced help" of silvertongue so they can read things that he want from books to the world.

Not much character development in this movie i would say since there are alot of supporting roles. As for the theory of how the silvertongue works, it is kinda interesting. therefore,

Overall Rating - 7.6/10
If u like the chronicles of narnia, u will most probably like this. But dont get overly excited, this movie falls short to what narnia has to offer.

New year

2009-01-26T21:27:00.000-08:00

Its day 2 of the New Year, and basically haven got alot of action... this is a kinda cold year for my family actually.. haiz.... but nonetheless something great still happen to me i guess? well, very glad tt we are back to msging and calling >< and i hope we can stand this test of time.. ^^

Went to the 春到河畔 yesterday night and i have to say this year's was a failure.. nothing much to see basically. jus the norm lights and thats all.. haha.. think i back to some slacking and maybe play some games bah..

Happy new year to you all and may all wishes u have come true.. Stay healthy and Drink lotsa water!!!

Manchester united

2009-01-24T01:26:00.000-08:00

WA HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....

Sorry timo but i love edsmond... lols...
good de la he.. omg, help me did a wallpaper about my favorite soccer team. its time to show his art pieces liao la.. really good man.. omg.. thx edsmond.. love ya...

ohohohoh... and xia xin and aloy, please dun be jealous k? u are free to save this pics as ur own wallpaper since u both are MAN UTD fans as welll... As for sherman, too bad u dun have a friend like edsmond~~~ lols... haha...

And now for the 2 wallpapers.... presenting.....

MANCHESTER UNITED FC

Im so gonna buy a Man Utd jersey la.. but first have to be fatter so i look nice in it.. woooooo.... MANCHESTER UNITED FTW!!!

On a final note, im in a dilemma, any ideas which one to put as my wallpaper? comments at my tag box pls~~~ thx for ur comments...

Changeling

2009-01-24T01:05:00.000-08:00

WOOT~~~ been so long since i gave a movie review well here goes.. movie this time is Changeling!!!

persuaded by edsmond to watch this movie, was a great movie, round 2hr20 min. Main lead actress being Angelina Jolie so u can expect some great acting and crying scenes.
what this film does surprise me is that it is based on a true story and this true story is rather dramatic... OMG....

This story basically revolves around a mother's search for her lost child in the 1920s. Plot develops only after the L.A.P.D finds her son and reunite them only for her to find out that the son is not hers. After which, goes on a mission that no other females have did to expose the lies the police department has.
A Classic Good V.S. Bad with a twist. Mum being good, Police being bad.

Overall rating - 9.4/10
A movie for people who still doubts the love of a mother is the greatest love on earth. Watch it and feel it.

FUCK tourism

2009-01-19T08:38:00.000-08:00

Sorry if this came abit too late, but yea for future O'lvl grads out there, dun fucking choose DTRM (Diploma in Tourism and Resort Management) as ur choice. yea it may seem prestigious but all u get is a HELLLLLLL load of crappy projects with weird percentages.. Well i dunno how NP coordinates its module but i noe SP kinda suck at it.. haiz.... to all those who has choosen DTRM SP as one of ur choice, pray hard for urself not to get into it or die well.. yea....

FUK this load of BULLSHIT...

U see, once u get into a project group, u cant jus think of urself, cause other members may be aiming high while u may be aiming for a pass... maybe u jus wanna slack through poly but yea, bo bian cause no choice, have to do all u can for ur members... haiz... im so in need of guys like Amirul, Nazim, and my beachers in my group man.. LOLs, can lik so jus aim for the minimum pass get de degree and be happy.. lols...

well at least thats what im doing(chionging i guess?).. kkz, now back to my bloody lame project tt im so overdued...

Oh, btw, sincere apology to those who chose DTRM because of me, leave me a tag, i'll promise to take u to a meal if u do get into DTRM. Treat it as a way of me saying sorry.

Check Yes Juliet

2009-01-19T05:29:00.000-08:00

...CHECK YES JULIET...

Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside.

Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.

Lace up your shoes
Ay Oh Ay Ohhh
Here's how we do:

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be
You and me.

Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking.
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye.

Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms now
They can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do

Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we are not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever we'll be
You and me

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we are not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be...

Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we are not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me
You and me
You and me

Projects

2009-01-07T09:24:00.000-08:00

Ah~ hell of a week for me this time... really sucky.. blocked nose and wat not, feeling cold and hot, on and off.. wat makes things worse, is that these 2 bloody weeks i have an Everest high of projects to submit.. wa lau eh.. bad news today also, on 21st of jan, got HSS opera system test.. Damnit... means im gonna miss say 1-2 hrs of karaoke singing with my colleagues.. guess i've have to go along with it den..

Nothing much to do cause im so flooded with report writings and brainstorming for ideas.. God bless my clique to be able to get say all projects at least a 75? haha.. i noe ass lik fernie and edsmond will aim 80.. den make it 80 den.. god pls.... *cross fingers*

ill be inactive again till something interesting pops out and if nothing pops out, see u guys in the near future till my projects are done..
Till den, Drink more water and get well soon.. Sleep early.... ^^v
P.S. u noe who u are...

quiz

2009-01-02T05:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~

Such a late time to wish all of u all but hey, better late than never eh? well on New Year's Eve, met up wif beachers to go to marina to have a countdown with them.. well not much into the festive mood this year but, hmmm but i shall put it this way, New year did actually turn out great with a phone call.. WAHAHAHA.. had a great time talking so much so that i left out the beachers, im so sorry... Well den, after countdown, headed to Bugis Village mac and had supper, den home sweet home...

Jus visited pang's blog and found a quiz that he tried and i say, wa the quiz kinda true sia.. lOl.. not because the quiz results says good things bout me la but really think this type of quizes do hold some extent of truth in their ans... Well here are the results..

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

New Year

2008-12-30T02:51:00.000-08:00

The end is near, as year 2008 slowly creeps past.
2009 is on its way and may this new year brings blessing to all..

what a year this is, many happenings and events, good and bad. personally for me, i would say that i have a fruitful year with both up and downs but life is as such that one has to walk through his greatest and his worst.

Work-Recently made some new friends at my work place and without them working would be tough as hell.. LOL.. but yea, enjoyed working despite their weird and unreasonable policies.

Friends-A new girl has slowly joined in the ranks of my neighbourhood clique. Super cheerful and sociable.Life with the Beachers can never get better. Had some memorable events with them and looking forward to better and exciting outings in 2009. May we stay close as ever in years to come ^^. School clique is also fun, a very fun clique actually. to me the most lively group with both guys and girls. well, 2009 may be a new year but it is also the nearing of the end of our Poly life, jus hope we will still be able to stay in touch. =)

School-Slack as ever, nth but sleep and ponning.. LOL... well last minute study and aiming for a very average GPA. Nothing much in school maybe jus that i got bored of school food? lols...

Family-the inclusion of Jia Hao, Zhi Yin really brought life to my family. Its been long since i saw my dad smiling. those kids are like angels in my hse. Trying to change my attitude to my family members, Parents and sisters alike, been wanting to be a better son/brother to them. Just hope im not too late after being 18 years of jackass that brings nothing but trouble to my family. Hope this "Tan" family of mine can have its sunny days.

Love-Well, i would say this year was not a lovey dovey year for me as a couple of relationship turn out of hand for me. >< well, its my fault for all that happened i admit but nonetheless, i still wish them to have a long lasting relationship if they are in one and if she haven't, to find a better guy den me. Currently, having feelings for a girl, think she noes how i feel but hmmm, don't really noe if i stand a chance. Well, for some reasons which i dun think i will state out. But yea, jus hope the friendship between us stays like this and if god would to give me a shot to be with this very special girl(she is really special), i would definitely grab it.. well, God bless me...

Well, that should be the round up of year 2008 bah, 30++ hours to the new year.. may god bless us all, especially to those i care and those who care.

missing them

2008-12-26T23:11:00.000-08:00

I miss them~~~~

Christmas!!

2008-12-25T06:14:00.000-08:00

Hey hey~~~ Merry Christmas my buddies~~

Well before Christmas, had my hair cut to an OMG short new hairstyle and it did attracted some laughs from my friends i bet cause i look damn nerdy.. Well, moral of the story, a Skinny White 1.75m guy with short hair and short fringe = a nerd. Yeap, thats the new equation for christmas.. All thx to Vera for wanting me to cut my hair cause im not really portraying a good image for the company, *well yea right* and also my mum for not wanting me to go for another haircut before New Year. *saves money =x* So waaaaalah! here i am with a short hair.. Pictures of me at the end of the post!
Well, nothing much for me cept sleeping through the whole of x'mas afternoon and slacking in front of my laptop when im awake..
Anw, had a bloody great time with Beachers yesterday for our own private countdown at salau. had a mini x'mas exchange session and i got a Earpiece, and not ear piercing for god's sake! *u noe who u are =P*
With the celebration going smoothly, Drinkers in our clique decided to buy beer and enjoy life so we went to get ourselves beer and cups so each of us can have a great time and we did have a great chat.
A very sincere thx to Peiping for planning this X'mas exchange which once again was a success i will say since all of us did have lotsa laughter. Well den again, lets hope the new year countdown will be more fun alright? haha
well pics of the day for this event were more group photos and yeap, there u go my readers!

The Drinkers

Goodie bags from Organizer Tay

Before Exchange

After exchange

Well, there u go, nice short hair and a retard face, Whose Xmas can be "whiter" den me... Well with that i'll end my post and fellas

HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND A MERRY NEW YEAR!!!!!

So many events

2008-12-23T21:35:00.000-08:00

Wow, so tiring these few days, if not for work den it would have been outings with my NET colleagues..
On Monday morning, we decided to head down to Boat Quay to celebrate Denny's farewell and a hell lotsa people turn up for the event. LOLS! people i noe was Sherman, Chanel, Wilson, Alvin, Fang Bei, Lisa, Denny and Ray i guess... Had a few clashes of ideas on deciding which bar to visit on that day and we all eventually end up on visiting Raining Bar... Well since i dun drink i nvr really enjoyed the whole bar experience and yea, i only sang in the KTV pub la lols, so scary sioz, singing for strangers. Then again wats more scary was that the group of us (around 20+) open 3 bottles of Martel in all.. super drinkers la i would say all NET Workers. Lols.. Den Alvin seh also super funny and cute, keep "steady la~ steady la~" funny as hell.. lols.. Enjoyed the drinking session and the Finger Guessing games with my colleagues even though my forfeit was jus drinking the Mixers "coke and green tea" together *cause i dun drink*, but the combination of these 2 drinks FREAKING DISGUSTING sia.. OMG~~ heng i nvr always lose. lols.. In the end went home around 3a.m. with sherman, Chanel, Lisa... Shared a cab home. Had Fun.. lols...

Den came yesterday, Went Karaoke Session with my NET colleagues, Sherman, Wilson, JieQi, Xinyi.. Fun as hell la lols, well lik always i was mad in the room where music and mic triumph and so sorry to our girls for having sit through my "I dun wanna miss a thing" and "听海". lols!! but sorry la, must high mah when singing, must try pitch high notes de.. LOLS... Too muched happened during the Karaoke session that i cant explain the whole outing in details la, but basically, i think all of us had fun cept that the girls were drained from the long hours of singing.. lols.. GUYS FTW!!! haven received pictures for these two events so yea, will upload when i get the chance de.. Sorry fellas~~

Well with that, i wish all of u an advanced Merry Christmas, May Santa visit u Soon.. Stay healthy and Fit... Be strong my friends.. The year of 2008 is coming to an end... ^^v

BACK

2008-12-19T10:55:00.000-08:00

Wow, longer inactivity again... sorry this post is without pics, is about zoo outing wif my cousins.. had a great day and omg zoo is still so freaggin boring, especially the show sponsored by Starhub, wat "the rainforest fights back"... super duper lame... KK u see, this show is for a good cause because, the show basically tells us about deforestation and wildlife conservation, they even have a tribe to do some dance and wat not however, wat they miss out is that most kids watching the animal show cant be bothered with all these facts! leave the facts of deforestation to teachers in schools and show us some freaggin animal tricks. I noe its kinda against animal rights to train them jus to entertain us, but we're there for the ANIMAL show not some WILDLIFE national geograpic doccumentary right? so a lil advice, change the show please... well i was pleased with the elephant show in the end, nice staged performance and the up close feeding session with the elephants after it. my cousins were happily feeding it. LOL.. Throughout the whole outing, i was best entertained not by the animals, but my cousins. LOLS... behaved so cute la omg!!! esp the boy, super scared of snakes la, and being a bad GOR GOR i carried him and bring him near the snakes enclosure.. Freaggin funny his reaction... "gor gor 怕怕,gor gor 怕怕"haha he told me... Cute as hell, made me wanna scare him more.. LOL... I noe im bad but, im trying to let him overcome his phobia la.. had his welfare at heart k? so dun blame me.. was a wonderful outing, and actually make me realise how kids can be naive and cute... Now i so wanna grow up and get married and have babies of my own, on the condition, they are as cute as "Jia Hao". Damn, they are going back in less den 24 hours time, i shall miss them dearly... haiz... Hope they will miss this "fucker gor gor" they never failed to scold them and at the same time adore them... Now, time to earn money, get a Gf, make sure my parents lik her, get married, make babies and kill them if they're not lik Jia Hao.. Keep trying till i get him.. LOLs.. Freaggin cute de la.. so wan him to be my child next time, If only i same rank in the family hierarchy as my aunt ah, sure as Jia Hao be my Godson.. well den, i guess ill settle as his godbrother for now..

And till them, May All Gods bless my Beloved cousins, Zhi Yin & Jia Hao....

Family Outing Dec-11-08

2008-12-10T23:53:00.000-08:00

Jus came back from an outing with my family... LOLs... so long since my father step out of lavender with us le... i mean now that he is retired, i dun think he did step out of lavender... lols... Headed to Ang Mo Kio to shop around well basically all we did was lazing around and seeing how the kids make fun of themselves.. So cute to see them fooling around haha... especially when they took the public transport.. alright, to round this day up... PICTURES!!!!

Presenting to u guys my cute cousins, all the way from Johor, Malaysia!!!!

There u go, my cousins.. so adorable right... lols.. hehe... cute lik cutie pie noe... If u need any confirmation about the cuteness, jus ask Aloy, Sherman, or Ivan.. lols, they witness their cuteness first-hand jus yesterday, lOls..

With that, i shall end my post and i wish my cousins to grow up quickly and have lots of childhood fun!!!

Back

2008-12-10T04:35:00.000-08:00

To all my readers, sorry for the long inactivity spell.. was tired and busy all these week.. finally found a time for me to blog *well actually im waiting for dota to start* lols.... hehe.... well these past few days have been tiring and kinda unlucky for me. Well basically, NET is making me ache from top to toe and they jus issued another set of ah pek clothes.. DAMN!!! lols... and jus last sunday, went east coast to camp and OMFG... damn sianned, lucky weisheng was kind enough to drive ivan, aloy and zhong to ECP and acc me.. Sit and relax and chat till the rain came b4 we decided to head into a tent, well a wet tent it was... Damn sianned... super cold but it was fun as it was a fun *first time* i had with my buddies.. Den this idea came to my mind.. Next time, if we are to have another BBQ, im so gonna borrow my aunt's tent next time so the girls can stay over in the tent so their boyfriends can stay wif us!!! ^^... and lastly, Thank u Sopie so much for not deducting my pay, even though u may be stuck up at times but i guess thats how all managers work bah, cant be too friendly right? and also the following colleagues Wilson, Jieqi, Xinyi for accompanying me for dinner jus yesterday i think.. lols... no picture to round this post but as always i round it up with a blessing.. lol...

all the best to my friends who are entering NS, may these 2 years past swiftly for u... Namely Peng Guan, Bin Bin, Martin?... all the best!!!

Linkin Park

2008-12-02T05:28:00.000-08:00

WEEEEEE, Road to revolution is out but so sad, Chazzy chaz was a lil off-form man... But he still nailed some songs in the whole concert.. he is one of the reason i like linkin park so much man.. A out of the world vocal, able to sing with a soothing voice and scream lik an A**hole the next second. simply out of the world la, wonder how he last the whole concert everytime de la, especially the Live in Texas show, he is freaking screaming every minute la.. OMG!!! lols... For those who don't know who Chester is, shame on U!!!! let me show u who he is..

There u go!!! wonder why i like him so much? let the videos do the talking... beware.. lols....

For his soothing voice...

Now for his Screams!!! get ready!!!... all live screams btw... =x

And jus let me end this post with the ending for road to revolution... GO LP 4 LIFE

Four Christmas

2008-12-02T04:44:00.000-08:00

Had test yesterday and clique decided to go and catch the movie "Four Christmas". Kinda nice the show, even though the script was kinda repeated and u kind kind of expect the turnouts at each family, especially the last family.. lols...
if u a "Love Actually" fan, then this movie is for u, same festive feel, same main teaching on love jus that "Love Actually" actually deal with love of friendship(and lovers of course) and "Four Christmas" deal with Family ties more.. Watch how the show unfold for itself bah.
Script writing was good in a sense the characters have dialouges as though they were in the real life, overall a nice film.. Word of this film, "Mistletoe!!!"

Overall rating : 8.5/10
A Night out with buddies will be a nice way to watch it, Dun forget to bring ur ladies!!!

Terrorism

2008-11-28T06:03:00.000-08:00

Wow, so much has happen... well nothing much in my life cept that i finally completed term 1 of my year 2 2nd sem and wat is left to finish this term is more tests and preparation for a fucking load of projects coming up in term 2.. DAMN... Anw, jus heard a very bad news as singapore has lost a lawyer to the terrorism in India... So much has happen ever since the 9-11 and terrorism even though is on the drop is still not being neutralised. really hope countries will work together hand in hand to make sure terrorism will declare its extinction once and for all.. but i guess with human, there is bound to be the good and the evil.. lets hope none of us lose to evil in our path...

These past few days, had a very emotional chat with ivan pang about our lives and i should say that both of us realise the importance of living in the world bah. Had some new year revolution *of course nth to do wif studies as usual* and hope pang and i will accomplished it... 人生短短几十年，何必要闷闷不乐的渡过呢？
Just hope my days will start to turn for the better and life start to enter into a brand new chapter for me...

i guess i'll jus end here le bah.. have to slug it all out for NET *my workplace* tml.. Bye for now my readers.. Stay lively!!!
on a final note,
God bless India...

A & S bdae

2008-11-17T09:02:00.000-08:00

Woots, finally the post that has been dued for some hours now.. lols, its Aloysius and Sherman Bdae celebration!!! weeeee~~~ Alot of pics to load so sorry if this post just lagged ur com.. thousand apologies.. WEEEE....

Basically, had enuff of all the BBQ stuff la, MOVIES la and wat not that we always do for bdae celebration, PP suggested to head for SENTOSA for this year November Babies celebration.. and so we did, of course with the consent of the november babies *duh?*

Basically arrived at Sentosa at round say 2 and PP immediately took pictures of us lik siao... which is good for this will serve as nostalgia purposes when we all grow up.. cant imagine life without u guys revolving around it.. lols... Beachers!!! Headed to the Tanjong beach cause its more remote and it is only at that beach where skinny asses lik me can take of shirt without ppl passing by and say, "wat fuck, the white skinny ass dare take off clothes ah? no body still lik tt." well maybe i think too much but, yup still went to tanjong beach, and u guessed it, poor jian an me was heavily, and i meant HEAVILY deprived of bikini babes. haha, well guess that was to offset the fun i had with my friends, so for that day, to hell with bikini babes. lols....

Had fun playing with frisbee i mean flying saucer and submeging our over-heated bodies in the water and jus slacking off in the sun... so song ah... lols... practically getting wet and sandy, wet and sandy the whole day. After which at around 5, went back to mainland and headed to clarke quay's pepper lunch for dinner and basically everyone was happily cooking nia, besides, now have coupons kinda cheap to eat also.. Few minutes into the meal, Xia xin came with a Cookies'n'Cream ice cream cake for the November babies and we sang the birthday song.. Complimentary ballons from Pepper lunch for the November babies and they were literally jumping up and down la when the ballons came, especially sherman.. hehe...
After dinner slacked awhile before heading home.. well i guess that sort of round up de day le bah...

On a very last note, hope the November babies have yet another memorable day again, keeping in mind that it is not jus the day that it's fun, but also the company of us, i hope? lols.... Live well my friends....

PICS TO COME... in say now?

Fun at sentosa

Look out, Beachers are heading for the beach

The Bei Hun Kias of Beach road, a.k.a. 白粉孩

Frisbee babies~~~

Dog and bones~~~ Aloysius pratically owned this section... WOOF~~

The undertakers for my sand "funeral"

I smell a bitch~~~ no no its not, its PEI PING~~~

Fun by the shores

Wat good is a beach outing without a good ol' taupok

PANTS OFF!!!

Clarke quay pepper lunch!

November Babies~

Well thats all the fun and laughter we had in that afternoon... Well on a last note... this pic dedicated to our Babies....

SQM!!!

2008-11-17T08:42:00.001-08:00

Wow had a tiring day and im so freakin in pain from all the muscle aches.. all right shall save the reason of why im feeling so achy all over for my next post and first start of with my SQM project outing wif my clique, LOLS.....
Ponned TTP last friday,(i noe imma bit late for this post, lols)and all went to City Hall area for our eating spree.. lols, a group of 6 ppl covering 3 restaurants in a day.. *mmmmm mama mia* seen all kinds of service and food and decors and wat not and bloody hell rating sure goes one sided with the available choice... lols... NEWYORK2 pwns.....
Super service from the frontline crew, cheerful, outgoing, excellent talker attentive, wat more can u ask for.. reasonable portions of food for the price paid and black pepper sauce rocks.. dun believe it pics will tell u.. lols... here goes the pics for the NEWYORK2... lols... why do i feel lik im presenting for SQM... weird....

New york New york...

Black pepper pork ribs for u? well, i had this!!

Latino Chicken Chop if im not wrong, this was eds... Sauce was fabulous...

there u go, Vulgar Clique of DTRM 01 2007. woots...

Had fun at other outlets too but too lazy to talk about it.. haha... u noe me la... lazy asshole lai de.. well after eating, went Marina Square for some window shopping, den went bugis to look for my shoes (thx fernie for accompanying, mind u, we're not couples and will nvr be.. LOLs.. she jus lik my company, tts all... =x) bugis dun have den went to Plaza Sing and finally got it.. thx so much fern again.. lols...

in all last friday was fun and if a pic was to paint a thousand words, im sure the following pic will till u how fun it is.. all right there u go.. picture of the day..... *drum roll* (eds is freaking gonna kill me, but wait, he pose it for the cam, Peace eds!)

TORADORA HENTAI

2008-11-13T07:53:00.001-08:00

LMAO... jus finished epi 7 of toradora and bloody hell it was a hentai movie in disguise!!! lols jus joking, talked about many girls prob of having being small chested... poor taiga... so cute la the way she sexual harassed the mother... lols..... if u wanna get an idea, look below k? beware, rated nc 16....

Anw, its been 4 days since i start working at NET and things have been going quite well i will say, made a new friends and supervisor Vera is super friendly la omg.... haha... so happy to be in NET. Not only that got my uniform today.. pretty nice sio, work 400 hours jiu free le... sui, i've done 16 1/2 hours le, 383 1/2 hours more to free shirts LOLS......

Beside works, Im so freakking dead for my projects 3 due next week and i nvr really started, so i will lik to take the chance to apologise to reyern, i sumpah kua ji kua lumpah willl do asap de, confirm wun last minute and also thx EDSMOND, for chionging our GBE report wif such flair and professionalism.... MARVELLOUS!!!! Thx so much, owe u a drink ok? Dong Gua Cha OR Ju Hua Cha ok?

Hao bah, with that i shall end my post and good luck to u people...
Wishes to my mates:
Aloy~ GET a job real soon...
Bin BIn~ BE fit for army real soon...
Ivan~ CHEER up and dun be so depressed soon...
Martin~ GRADUATE real soon and finish army soon...
Pei Ping~ HAVE fun in ur Prom night tml, its a once in a life time k...
Sherman~ GET well from ur flu and come NET soon...
Zheng Zhong~ BE eligible for ur Boxing Tournament real soon...

CHEERS~~~

OKTO LIVE~~

2008-11-11T04:39:00.001-08:00

DAMN~~~~~~~~~~~~~
im really getting disgusted with the one attending OKTO LIVE! now... HOLY MAMA...
Cant imagine one who is wearing a freaking astro boy boxer and a not so trendy leather jacket to national tv...
Spare us pls, steven lim... u are destroying my youth, since the days of american idol and the channel 8 series for those who never say die, u never failed to ruin my life... well u might call urself a entertainer, but i bet many doubt otherwise...

Well many call u an attentionn seeker and im so sorry i have to stand with them, the actions u do really disgust me.. well im so sorry for usuing so harsh words but i cant really think of any words...

When asked to the streets of singapore, Do u noe who is steven lim? all goes... Ah?? who lai de?... the only thing people refer him to is.. "ORH!!! that stripper ah!!.." WTH!!! omg... he is freaskishly insane and i dunno wat to say la..

IF... IF... i mean if, there should be anything about him that i should admire... i will guess its his courage and bravery.. to be able to do all the stuffs he do on national TV, DAMN, not over my dead body man, BUT i guess his good? traits are put into wrong use... OMG... God forrgive me for praising him... im sorry... well... to round things up, in case u still dunno who is steven lim, im so gonna post his pic.. damn my blog views are so gonna drop.. lols... lastly, Stevie.G im so sorry for u that u share the same name as him... GOSH~~~~~

GOSH!!!! MY EYES~~~~ OMG~~~ god save me pls......

Boring~~~

2008-11-05T00:23:00.000-08:00

Im back after days of inactivity... omg... so sorry... well life has been repetitive so nothing interesting to blog about so ya lor, wait till i have ideas on my blog post den i will blog long long post... as for now, let me talk about wat happen ytd bah?

Sch was B-O-R-I-N-G as usual so much so tt my clique decided to started a drawing spree thx to edsmond. lols... pictures to come out shortyly... haha... den went home to meet Beachers and JiaJia to chit chat and slack and once again, JJ got bullied by all of us.. LOLs.... btw, did u noe she is a Dj max pro? >_<>fan for wat, lols.... have fun la.. ok? Late at night we went to chat wif pei ping after knowing that she was feeling kinda down... realise wat happen and haiz, cheer up lor, dun get so upset over such things right? there are many more things in life for u to be upset about so, dun so sad eh... ok? SMILE LA DEY!!!

well here are the pics to the boring days of yesterday.. lols...

well with that, i guess i shuld be heading to the airport to send fernie off le... HAVE FUN in korea!!!!

Toradora!!!!!

2008-11-02T01:34:00.000-07:00

Gees.... nth much to blog about these days since i havnt been getting cronstuctive feedbacks... haiz... well with nothing to do i decided to catch a new anime series.. LOLs... Reccomended by Ivan Pang, this anime reminds me of my secondary school life.. lols

Taradora gives a slice of life in its series. Showing views wat is it like to be falling in love during high school years.. It shows us how friendship are being bonded as each of the anime character develops... A lovable anime that nvr fails to amuse me with a random joke.. I rate it 3.9/5 for now since this is a new anime and there are only 5 episodes available now. well if the storyline turns for the better, the rating will surely skyrocket.. haha well... for some goons out there tt dun noe wat is taradora.. here goes!!!

heres a little fanart from GrayWitchCC/Shakugan no Karasu

anw, whoever that has nothing better to do nowadays can consider watching anime!!! well, if u dun have any ideas on wat to watch, u can always try asking Ivan Pang, his blog link is available on the left... drop him a tag and who knows, maybe he'll get u addicted to a brand new anime lols... here are some reccomendation...

For Fight Fans --- Hajime No Ippo

For Horror lovers --- Higurashi Series

For Comedy lovers --- Yakitate Japan

For Mystery Lovers --- Death Note
Well there goes.... Have a good week my readers... Stay healthy and Cheerful.... All the best to those taking exams and Stay Happy to those without exams..

OMG

2008-10-30T05:40:00.000-07:00

LMAO... NB... Dunno is i too xia lan already or wat ah, knn dio spam by one considerate guy or girl that keep wanting to give me constructive feedback... well i guess u wont leaked who u are or wat, but thx nonetheless for ur constructive feedback, i mean i seriously mean it.

Should i say hmmm, u really made me realise how important life is, thx.. guess from now, i shall treasure life bah... Ooops, i said bah, so sorry again passer-by, i guess its my habbit... >< sorry...
Gees, what should i do man, im starting to sound lik a coffee shop ah-beng lehz, die die die, my improper english has led me to hmmm, A prestigious course in Singapore Polytechnic i believe... If not wrong, i guess the course shuld be Diploma in Tourism and Resort Management. DIE le la, will SP fire me? well, heck care la... Thx again, i guess ill try my best to improve so i will get a job in the tourism sector next time ok?

As for my english sounding lik chinese thoughts, im sorry again, guess me living with a uneducated family made me into a language idiot? haiz, i think i will attend english lessons from now on.... sorry ah passer-by, guess u hate chinese bah? gees, i can feel u la, all the mellamine stuff....

Well, now on the last note of ur comment, if u wanna stab me, u have to make an arrangement with me u see, cause ah, i super de xia lan la, until all my friends wanna kill me and created an Anti-Jianan blog... so queue up k? can make arrangement by mailing me at lonelydeadman@gmail.com? sorry ah, i try to atend to u a.s.a.p. i promise ok? find a nice knife btw?

And on a last note!!! i hope u really arent using ur house computer to tag me... cause i believe u are living in singapore using a starhub modem by the i.p. adress of 218.186.8.10 right? well if u are, den u are kinda dumb, eheh, sorry i mean, intellectually deficient.. must use positive terms u see, but in short dumb la.. lols... >< jus in case my english too lousy tt u dun understand wat is intellectually deficient.

Well i really apologise on pei ping behalf for being so rude to u and scolding u.. Pei ping dun scold him la, or her? bad noe... next time dun do this again ok? ^^

I guess i end here bah... Off to look for a LIVING skin le... ideas anyone? oh ya, keep those comments coming!!!!!!! ^^v

Cheers,
LonelyDead, *woops*
i meant LivingDead *NBCB*
I mean ah fuck la, Jian an the living ^^

Long post

2008-10-27T10:26:00.001-07:00

Wa seh, this is so gonna be a long post so just entertain u all wif a pic of me and my god-ma a.k.a. good friend of mine say, 2 years ago i think?

Alamak, matured so much le sia omg... compared to a pic of mine now, the most obvious change about my face is that i have a more sia lan feel, a more chee bye feel and lastly a hell lot of pimples.. damn!, must be all the late night sleeps... shit, i really need to start sleeping earlier man... any tips to rid pimples help me!!! lols... i sound gay there... well lets me start to update these few days events bah...

Well ytd, went to Fernie's Catholic Church to do something like a "site visit" for our UCCD project a.k.a. Understanding Cross-cultural Diversity.. First time to a church and we were late!! omg, damn i've sinned... LOLs... jus a joke, but omg, the church choir ah... freakishly good de la... jus a notch better in singing den me lor, haha.. joking but good la... den fernie tell us all the catholic stuff and all and well, lets jus say im kinda interested in the way the see things bah, i mean, religious belief has always been fascinating to all right? after the visit went to Cathay to have our Astons lunch, wa seh, eat lik shiok man, double up chicken.. haha... nice~~~ after eating and some chit chat jiu went home le..

today, went TopOne K wif my buddies Martin, YL & SZ, Sherman, fun lik heaven de lor... lols... sing and shout lik tommorrow la, esp when i start to pitch for Linkin Park, Simple Plan and Fall Out Boys songs... wa seh.... feel so contented.. but sad thing is my bro a bit moody today, dunno why, hope Bro cheer up k? smile la, next time K we sing duet together ok? lols....Well, im starting to get addicted to singing wif my buddies le.. OMG!!!! i need money, hope Yong and Martin can pull me in for all IT shows la... pls pls... I NEED $$$$... haha... lau puo ben u noe? lols....

After K, Dinner at Astons again, *lols* and yup went back home and chit chat till 12 am++ and went home.. a nice weekend i must say and omg, im starting to get addicted to chatting wif my bros le la.. lols... They say i super sia lan sommore, i mean lik, WTF did i do lor... imma good boy k? dun believe u will see ppl taggin on my tag board and rebut on u guys de lor... GO on ppl, show my friends tt im not a sia lan guy.. GOGOGOGO!!!!!!

Bad Day

2008-10-25T05:02:00.000-07:00

Well back to blogging and these few days, things have not been gng well so i guessed i jus do a short post bah. My mum has not bee feeling well and vomint late in the wee hours of the night and wats worst is tt she went working the following. KUDOS TO U mum.... den, today, i suspect my sis of having food poisoning. She also vomit and lao sai.. wa seh, i hope this is in the end of the vomitting line.. LOLs... well den went riding with weisheng again and this time manage to take a few pics of his car.. i dunno wat brand is it but it was comfy riding in his car.. Sibei zai ah his driving skills.. lols...

There's the car of the Zhong eh~~

Well after the ride the guys (Me, Aloy & Sherman) togetehr wif Pei Ping went slacking and chitchatting at a new hangout.. it was fun as usual chit chatting with them as i think that after every session, i tend to discover more of me and the others whose lives are closely entwined with mine... Well, the new hangout is the fitness corner near the market.. i guess that will be the new headquarters of our slacking from now on le bah.. haha... Also i am here to announce the establsihment of a club that i currently came up wif. LOL... Its called the STKA a.k.a. Singapore Teh Ko Association.. lols.. all skinny guys that look lik teh ko are welcome to send in ur resume to see if u can get a slot in our club. LOLs... jus joking la.. haha

Well with that i guess im off the sherman's hse to watch Man Utd Beat the crap out of Everton le bah... Cya...

Night Ride

2008-10-23T02:38:00.000-07:00

Woops~ yesterday was a hellata fun night ride with my ppl this morning (1am) lols... the ride was super fun la.. lols... Weisheng drove us around in his newly promoted car thru pratically the whole singapore.. It was me, Aloysisus, Sherman and Pei ping who were the lucky V.I.Ps allowed to sit in his care and de night ride began. LOL....

First Stop...... Geylang

lols... went to geylang and u noe wat we did... haha went around the red light district and its was an eye opener for a first timer like me... haha... Geylang really does live up to its expectation my friends, if there's time one should really go visit it u noe... haha.... not to do those stuffs but jus to have a look at night life so u will noe wat ppl mean when u join in conversations about geylang next time... ^^

Second Stop....... Changi

Ws den took us to changi and have a look at the runway where planes took off.. managed to get a short clip of the plane taking off haha... LOL... at Changi, me and aloy suddenly had the urge to relieved ourselves so we went to the drain and started ferterlising the soil.. haha.... *siam ah!* the others managed to take a photo of us ferterlising the soil but i didnt managed to get a copy of tt.. haha... will upload if i get the chance.. haha... had alot of fun there looking at the stars and feeling the night wind... *SHIOKS*

Last stop...... West coast

yea, i noe this is kinda dumb, but hey, the night was young ok... lols, decided to head to west coast since all of us xcept sherman visited there before... we got lost and wei sheng decided to take out his Iphone and used its GPRS system to find its way there *Kudos to iphone* lols... went there to have a mac supper and after which talked and slacked awhile before heading to Beachers headquarters.. haha... Wee... on our way home, as everyone was tired, we tried to bring up the tempo by screaming out songs.. lols... all the guys were singing to Lang Hua Yi Duo Duo and it was fun.. haha... songs after songs we sang till we reached beach road...

Thx weisheng once again for giving us such a wonderful time.. have fun during ur reservice in Aussy... LOL....

Jus came home after accompanying JiaJia from Army market as she was bored and didnt wanted to go yet... so me and sherman decided to be gentleman and accompanied her.. lols... well for those who are lost of who JiaJia is let me give u a short desscription of her ok?

Basically she is a hokkien illiterate and was a friend of ours when Sherman, Martin and I was walking in Datapulse in the hols.. *fuck DP* she is currently in Temasek Polytechnic and is currently interested in Alan Smith and Alan Shearer. basically anyone with the name Alan. lols... ><... Currently in love with xiao chun's song, Wo Ai De Ren.

(she's on the left)

had fun talking with her and she was so into emo songs, lols, dunno wat the wrong is wrong with her but who knows, cheer up eh... and as for wat u are currently troubling about.. Jus do wat ur hearts tell u to, dun fear or think too much k? Jia Jia jia you ah... wa that sucks, 3 jias in a row.. lols... well i guess thats all for today le.. Let a pic of us in ws car end this post bah... Cya!!!

Boring

2008-10-22T04:00:00.000-07:00

Weee~ jus reach hope after coming from the beachers hotel a.k.a. Ivan Pang House. lols.... sorry for bothering u but eh, i only slept for one hour cause i was seriously tired ok.... hats off to aloysius and bin bin for sleeping 7 straight hours there... *bows* haha... well have to thank ivan for allowing my PSP to make an official comeback by allowing me to have 2 games in my PLAYlist.. lols.. Star Ocean and Chrono Cross, thx alot pang... hehe... welll, ValueDollar was open in Eunos and damn~ the items are freaking cheap!!! 50 cents for a can of drink *stunned* $1.05 for a big bag of Twisties *faints* and $1.50 for a party bag of Mamee noodles of 10 *dies*. Wonder how the shop actually survive with such profit or are these products actually products from some countries which is currently well-known to have some products that causes kidney stones.. hmmmm, who cares as long as its on the shelf, i shall enjoy the offer.. LOL... Eunos is officially my ponning headquarters!! lols....

Well lesson today was boring that i decided to play a prank on my friend and Reyern and Priscilla actually got bored to start adding life to a freaking Halls box.. lols... well let the picture do the talking!!!

Credits to Reyern and Priscillia for giving the box a muscular frame~

Kudos to jian an for tying tah nern shoelace without him noticing *claps*

Love and Relationship

2008-10-17T10:19:00.000-07:00

Well today was the start of my most anticipated gems class and wa fun lik hell.... well the gems i was taking was somthing about love and relationship de wa but tell u class fun lik hell le... sommore ah, seldom can find a teacher always "higher" den me for no reason de. suay suay at this Gems class saw this teacher named Suki.

Wa lau eh, she high like siao de man... ask any of my Gems classmate High lik High jump lor.. OMG.... well the class was damn fun since there was no paperwork at all and we all get to discuss for the whole 2 hours and play games and wat not. Discuss wat do guys think girls really want and wat do girls think guys really want. A heated conversation wif each gender defending themselves for e.g. guys dun really want sex from the girls but rather FREE SEX... lolsssss... jus joking la but tt was wat we said.. haha... or maybe stuffs lik not all girls go for rich guys and wat not... there u have it...

after which, we discussed about why do we need relationship in our life and each group came up with stuffs like
~We cant live alone in the world
~We are naturally SOCIAl beings therefore, having the need to socialise
~We need care and cocern
and lastly my group came up with
~The world is jus too much for one to handle alone..
ALAMAK... fun lik hell la...

Well if there are any SP wannabees who wanna go sp in the next year or already in SP and haven take this GEMS, Take it man, fun lik hell and maybe, jus maybe, u might learn a tip or two on how to hook up a girl... lols jus joking....

Oh oh... on a final note, according to suki, Cam Whore is a bad word since the word whore is in it.... ._.'''

Economic Crisis....

2008-10-15T12:26:00.000-07:00

As the days past and the tears fade,
I cant remember the last time we were in grave.
The lehman brothers fell and the wall street crash,
There goes our money and our hard-earned cash.
We wonder when will the crisis end,
or is it time our lives have come to an end.
This is real, all my friends.
Let's be prepared for the worst and hope for salavation,
As we all enter yet into another depression.

Alamak... my poem for the economic crisis leh... not bad sioz... wa piang eh, IM good!!!!! haha... all right, jokes and laughter aside, i really feel for those who lost all their money due to the stock market crash. haiz its lik so wtf lah... one day u're a few $100K in worth, the next day u're $200K in debt.. its really unimaginable trillions worth of money can be lost in jus a single day... wa lau eh, imagine 1 trillion was saved and jus 10% of the 1 trillion safe was mine, i'll be a frggin millionaire!!! *wows* ya i noe im dreaming... u may say im not even investing on the stocks but when the stocks are falling and economy is heading for dip, the currency gets affected. which means, i will get nagged for spending jus a few dollars on a bag of potato chips... ARG!!!!

Maybe some of u all wun really noe wat is going on so i took some trouble to find a little bit of pictures to show u guys wat is actually going on... well den, enjoy... or should i say, hmmm i dunno....

Haiz, now can u feel their pain? its really sad to see money jus vanish into thin air... well i guess, there's always a price to pay when u play it big right? As the saying goes, no pain no gain. well lets jus hope these guys have their gain part before. hehe...

On a final note, lets jus hope again for history to repeat itself again. and by that i mean not the world entering into another financial crisis BUT to survive this economic crisis lik wat the world had always does to the economic crisis that had happened till date...

With that, God bless us.. ^^

WS IS HERE

2008-10-14T10:00:00.001-07:00

Yoyoyo, check out whose in the town... haha... lame i noe... today had a fun time gaming wif my friends cause Boss wei sheng finally join the Garena group... haha... that makes the total group of us 7! we have 2 reserves now... lols... well tot of forming a guild but i guess we are not so good to play in high lvl dota bah? haha, even if one day we form a clan, i guess it will be called "3rdz." LOL.... of course if it succesfully set up i will definitely poach the es pro of all time timothy!!! haha...

well enuff of gaming. today ponned sch at 1 or 2 i forgot cause i was super tired. reached hope and dropped dead immediately till 5++... sibei tired... OMG.... tml still got 4 hrs of tutorial.. sianned ah.. omg.. lols... after which going chinatown to manfield.. hope i can get my 51 dollars sia... stupid tap card inccident made me "looked" absent.. bloody hell... den manfield say the timesheet suppose to help us, knn if suppose to help us make sure u all give me back my money ok? lols... times are bad leh... following news of economic crisis nowadays, hoping to hear tt we are recovering but till now ah... i guess recovery is nowhere to be seen bah... we'll lets hope some friggin zillionaire decides to pump in a few trillion or so into the market and help the market lols... Lik wat the economist says, the way to get the economy out of recession is to spend more!!!
so filthy rich bastards, its really time to pull up ur socks and start spending lik its the end of the world!!! buy stuff u no longer need so u can help the economy and of course.. help me ^^v thank u filthy bastards so much...LOLs.. well all the above was jus a joke eh... jus really hope economy will recover soon...
KAMBATTE WORLD!!!

Sch life...

2008-10-13T03:02:00.001-07:00

Gees.. jus got home from sch and wa sibei boring de lah.. gan ji deh sian de lah... nothing much to play and joke today and worse is some teachers cant even joke. hope other lecturers will be boring. Even though its jus the first day but im already feeling blue due to the bullshitty timetable... its not about 2 hrs breaks or long breaks but its that i jus cant find a day where i can pon the whole day without feeling guilty.. lols... well i guess impossible is nothing bah? for im well known for not being late for class at all, but not attending class at all lols....

Went back home to check my pay and realise i was being paid exactly SGD$51 lesser as compared to martin even thou we worked the same no. of days.. must be the tap card inccident when i tap my card when the system was not ready la.. NBCB... den called manfield at 5.50pm ask me call back... eh hello la, nb. office hours till 6 lors... if after 5 cannot receive calls direct me to mailbox la.. wa lan eh, call liao ask me hold hold hold, den "ahah, u call me tml can, my system cannot log in le." BULLSHIT!!! wanna go home early jus say, i understand how u feel la, jus say la... OMGZZZZ.. damn monday...

well on another good note, this morning at around say 1a.m., my zhong eh, wei sheng, drove us (me, aloysius, zheng zhong, sherman and emily) to pasir ris! haha, went to check out the rumoured haunted red house for the first time in my life! yea i noe imma loser, well rate the red hse 3.5 out of 5 skulls for its scary factor maybe becuz i didnt get close enuff to see the scary part of the private property but, the barbwired traditonal red gate was kinda creepy. besides, the 2 traditonal lion statues seemed exceptional "fierce" to zhong and sherman, well i wasnt paying attention to it since i wasnt looking at it.

After red hse, went off to changi area and we went to OCH(old changi hospital) and mind u the way up the desserted hospital was dark as the dark knight la omg.... LOLs. even boss wei sheng was afraid. double checked with us whether we are determined to go up. after some persuasion from zhong, boss speed uphill wif his hi-beam lights and hell it was scary man. roads that were non-lited gets narrower and all we can hear is the roaring of the lorry's engine. to make things worse, we were bloody exposed la... can feel de wind ah... woooooo~ down ur spine... super creepy.. rate it 4.5 skulls out of 5 with the 0.5 missing maybe due to the lack of interaction with the OCH.. well.... come to think of it, i think i wun even have the guts to explore these two places bah... LOLS... when instigated to go, i guess i will jus say i forget to bring my LP out bah.. haha...

well after we went home and saw a dismantled airplane in the middle of a highway, wonder is it in the middle of a transportation to a hanggar for some maintenece or some god know reasons but the plane sure look dirty.. the bloody transportation took 2 lanes of the whole highway. reached home round 2.30am and chatted wif my guys till 3.30 before heading home... Well wanna thank boss wei sheng for giving us a ride despite the fact he has work this morning at 8!! super zai la he haha... next time u not tired, take us for a ride again... lols, with more guys so it would be much more fun... SUMPAH wun KBKP on ur lorry again.. lols....

well i guess thats all... now DOTA time.. unbelievable sia.... i have 3 post le... lols.. blog is starting to get fun, i wonder when i will quit blogging jus lik wat i do to most MMORPG i played.. lols....
well a last note i wanna say is..................

I wan my SGD $51 dollars la... times are bad lehz, $51 alot sia.. besidez, alot of debts to clear sioz.... ='(

The B!tches... Woops~ i meant The Beachers

2008-10-11T02:31:00.000-07:00

Wooopies~~~ im back.... today wanted to maple due to the 2x exp event but bloody hell the server was so jampacked and laggy... cant kill a freaking snail wif 3 lucky 7 when im lvl 32? -.-''so in the mean time went to dota wif ivan and (me) <-- our GGC dota mate... lols it was fun....

It has been some time we have been calling ourselves the Beach Boys(quoted from yaohui), the Salau family(what have u not) and so many other names.. however we always miss out one or two when ever we have an outing.. so i am now on this noble mission to come up wif a brief introduction of all the members of our gigantic family... *claps* Let's waste no time and introduce... THE B!TCHES!!!! eheh, sorry i meant THE BEACHERS!!!

All right some of u might not noe wat this meant well, i have searched for the meaning at http://www.tanjiananisfreakingsmart.com/ and the defenition for beachers is as follow

"Beacher -noun, pronunciation - bee-cher : usually used to describe a group of people who usually gathers around Lavender/Crawford Lane/Beach Road area thus explaining its name"

See there we have it, well for others, pls dun confuse us wif the real Byatch ok? well... i guess its time to come out wif the introduction shall we?

Chen Wei Sheng a.k.a DeathScythez, Zhong eh, DOTA PRO~

He is the one that introduced dota shortly after sherman. A very responsible male that never fails to entertain us with his lame jokes. A great guy to have and a driver to THE BEACHERS recently due to his superb(and dangerous) lorry driving skills.

Loves:Drinking, Singing, DOTAing and Shuting.. ^^

YAO HUI a.k.a Brock, Dangerous Monster

A very brave guy that is also cheerful by nature. Never underestimate his tolerance. A great guy to have but a bad guy when he is crazy or furious. Superior built Body and hmmm... let me seee... He's still not freaking STATISFIED. ya i gues tt's all. *lols*

Loves:Martial Arts, X-treme sports, and his girl.. ^^

Ivan Pang Seng Xiang a.k.a. SnK (Shakugan No Karasu)
A MotherF***ing lamer that swears to make all of beachers lame. Incredible sense of humour?(cold jokes) and super buddy. Well known as the Computer Gurus of all times in Beachers history and PSP Guru. A must have for the LAME SOCIETY.

Loves:Gaming, Anime, Drawing and Joking(spare us pang!)

Casey Liu Xia Xin a.k.a Kazay, ParkJiSung, Jiao Bin
A great street soccer defender that causes the beachers to stop Street soccerling ever since his enlistment to army. A very rich guy wif an unbelievable commitment to anything. Blur at times but actually matured to the core. A magnet to girls.

Loves:Manchester United, Soccer and JS Park.*I noe. lmao rite?*

Martin Choo Guan Tong a.k.a Cha0sworld, Xiao Hun
A brother to us and a role model of a workaholic. Loves working and gaming to the core. Super good to his mum and enjoys a simple life. Once a Hyperactive guy wif endless strength but now has tamed and cut short on his yellow jokes. *if u noe wat i mean*

Loves:Singing, Gaming, His Family and Outings.

Sherman Kwah Bao Jian a.k.a. 05047, love saint, Silentnight
A bloody freakish chiongster in games and a very on brother. Have 3 giagantic tummies thus explaining his huge appetitte. A super committed lover and a fun friend to have. Sorry girls, his taken and taken forever. A piece of advice for girls out there, GRAB HIM FIRST IN THE NEXT LIFE!

Loves:Liverpool FC, Steven Gerrard, Eating and YingTing.. lols..

Lee Yong Ling a.k.a. Kenny, Chee Bye Kia, Teh koor

A dark guy with super great *horny?* imagination. lols, jus joking. A great lover and an ideal role model of filial piety. Currently in a never ending quest to disturb ZhengZhong. An irritating guy to u if u are the one being disturbed but a lovable guy if u see him disturbing people. LOL.

Loves:Singing Slow Songs, Chrysanthemum Tea and Disturbing ppl.

Tan Shen Zi a.k.a SZ, Cloud,

A great girl friend to have. super lively and helps whoever in whatever way she can. A cheerful girl with a nice smile. Lame at times but mostly matured however she can also be childish. *wat am i talking?*

Loves:Green Tea, Jay Chou and Getting Good Results*who doesnt?*

Tan Jian An a.k.a LonelyDead, Xiao Bai, Sia Lan Kia

*I feel weird writing this but here goes*

A funny guy who never fails to spread lame jokes around. Irritating most of the times with his senseless conversation and singing but he is actually a good guy deep down. *LOLS* Swears to return all money he has borrowed. Sorry ><

Loves:Singing, D.Beckham and Linkin Park and borrowing $

Goh Zheng Zhong a.k.a Mindfreakz, Muay thai siao, Xiao pang

A super super good buddy of mine. Currently obsessed with Muay Thai and precious jewels for e.g. Ruby *lols*. A shy guy deep down but will never hesistate to stand up for his friends when they are in trouble. Currently in a nvr ending war with Yongling. Also, nvr disturb him when he is DOTAing, he might jus draw first blood on u!

Loves:Gaming, MuayThai, Green Tea and Fighting

Lum Wei Hao a.k.a Ray Ray
A fun guy with lots of stories to tell whenever he is with the beachers. Lame at times and has a craving for Gory and Disgusting videos. A buddy to have when u are down. Call him and he will arrive.. in lets say a few hours? *lols*

Loves:Singing, Eating, to be late? and his girl ^^

Tay Pei Ping a.k.a Cheryl, Eggy, Dum Bai, Si Gin Nah

The shortest among the beachers, loves acting cute and has two sons by the name of JianAn and ZhengZhong. A very cheerful gurl but get emo over things easily. her presence in the beachers provide entertainment for the guys since she's the one that always get disturbed. LOL..

Loves:Eating Eggs, Sleeping, Acting Cute and Doraemon -.-'''

Aloysius Tan Kok An a.k.a Multz, Ah Gao, Bitch

One of the youngest guys in the Beachers and have lots of unspent youth. Loves sports and outings. Cute at times *when he is blur* and has a phobia for one of the common things. *ahem crockcroach* A Great companion since he is always free and great the art of drawing.

Loves:Gymming, C.Ronaldo, Soccer, Basketball

Willy Ong Hui Bin a.k.a. Bin Bin, Kurai, Xiao Bai Lian

The newest member of the beachers. Great companion as he is DAMN FREE. No studies. Super into gaming and has nothing better to do but play games. A talent in gaming as he is picking up real fast in DOTA. Well, if u need a review for games, ask him and he'll say its fun. *all games are fun for him i guess?*

Loves:Basketball, Gaming, Sleeping

Damn~ im finally done. Well there u go, i guess i have made a completed list of the Beachers bah. Hope this post will stay as a Checklist from now on. HAHA... and of course a last wish from me.

Well that is to have the Beachers be in contact forever.. Yipee yea!!!

Kkz, i guesss i'll stop now. Took me freaking hours to get this correct, Format and all... even though format is not good... LOLs...

LONG LIVE TO US!!!!

1st Post of the BLOG.... lame -.-

2008-10-10T12:42:00.000-07:00

Hi hi!! Bet u guys must be wondering.. "WTF?!?! Now jian an is doing a blog?" Well the reason for starting up this blog is im so damn freakishly bored in the middle of the night everynight! Therefore, tot of coming up wif a blog so i can spend some time posting and make me feel tired... LOLs... Well there are 1 guy i will lik to thank for helping me in establishing this blog... And he is none other than... the computer guru of SALAU..... *drum roll* IVAN PANG!!!! yea yea.. thx ivan for helping me so much... wahahaha....

Alright, now back to business... today was a very usual day, went lanning wif the usual group for 2 hours. well, i didnt play this time, was busying moving around from computers to computers giving opinions to particularly Ah Hui and Bin Bin on how to play Razor and Juggernaut respectively... welllllllll after the time i have to say kudos to BIN BIN!!! he is a fast learner, esp in game and omfg he picks up wat i sorta teach him real fast.... cant believe it... guess i'll never dread to have him in my team in the lan gaming sessions to come.. LOL... throughout lan, ivan leg was injured by aloy... super pain de la... internal bleeding in the left toe... damn man... i wonder wat will happen to aloy if it was zheng zhong he kicked... *imagining a sparring match btw them*... well i guess nth much bah? LOLs...

After lan went to supper and thx to our boss wei sheng for treating us drinks and letting us take a ride is his super comfy LORRY!!! yea.... love his lorry ride... super fun and exciting... bin got butt F***ed in the process... lols....

Guess these few days of GGC dota i will have to narrow down my hero choices to improve my heroes mastery le bah... wonder find out who they are? welll... lets welcome my hero choices!!!

First up... Priestess of the Moon... *claps*

Next Up, Bounty Hunter... *claps*

Thirdly, Faerie Dragon... *Screams*

Last but not least.... Tidehunter... *faints*

Well... thats the list of heroes i'll be training and sorry guys who dota wif me often... im so gonna bore u all wif these hero choices again but hey! comon look on the bright side... at least i have 4 now right? its way better den the 6 months of POTM i have been using right?

Well special thanks to dota allstars fan art for these heroes images... thx... well i guesss... im hitting my di lum le bahz?